08-24-11 -
I'm wandering around this city park and I'm on the phone with P. He's with my ex, and they are driving around somewhere along with P's wife A, and my mom. P is really frustrated with my ex's attitude. He's being controlling and getting upset at little things. Spending this time with him is making P realize what I went through all those years. While we're on the phone I'm giving them directions because they are lost somewhere.
I think we're supposed to meet up somewhere. As I wander around the park, I end up on a balcony with some other people. We're smoking cigarettes and talking about what it's like to be 'using' again.
I run into my sister, N, and begin following her down a paved path that leads underground. There are lots of people walking around. We end up in a basement beneath the park and sit on this couch. There are two guys that we're talking to, and I'm sort of blabbing away indiscriminately until I realize that one of these guys is her boss. She has to start working, so I leave.
I'm hiking up a hill with my boyfriend M and we're carrying camping gear. We're going to be meeting up with P and A, my mom, and also my ex. I tell M he can let me know if it's too weird to be around my ex.