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Return of the Scumbag

My mother's husband, T, returns after deserting her 4 years ago. He just up and left one day without leaving so much as a note, and no one ever heard from him again. Not his family, friends, work, no one. (That part is sadly not a dream.) So in the dream I'm in a house (which I've never seen before) and I'm talking with my mom's new boyfriend while we sit at the kitchen table. My mom is there, too, but she's preoccupied. Suddenly T walks in. I don't even recognize him at first, it's been so long. And the strange thing is that he looks very much like my mom's new boyfriend (maybe this has to do with the fact that she still has photos of him all over her house and hasn't moved on yet).

He stands there, with his massive frame, wearing a bulky windbreaker sort of coat. He seems agitated, and so am I. I begin telling him how much I hate him, how he can't just show up out of the blue and expect my mom to take him back. But there's something I'm missing. He says my mom already knows he's back. He shows me his face - my mother had carved letters and words into his face while he was sleeping. The main thing I remember is "Welcome to my world." I took this to mean that T's world is so despicable that he should have this written on his face as a sort of cruel joke. He is very pissed off about this.

My mom is running the dishwasher and it's very loud. She's lying down on the couch, and I go over to talk to her about T. Why didn't she tell me he was back? Why did she keep it to herself? I'm very confused. She responds in a soft voice, and I can't hear her because the dishwasher is so loud. I ask her to speak up, but I still can't quite make out what she's saying.

At some point I leave the house and I'm walking down the street through a neighborhood. It looks like the area my dad lives, in Manitou Springs near the base of Pike's Peak. I'm having trouble walking because my legs feel so heavy, but I'm trying to walk faster. I'm crying and I'm wrapped in a blanket, so I feel like people might think I'm a drunk hobo or something because I can't walk straight and I have this blanket around me. I know I need to get to the mountain. My cell phone keeps ringing - it's this girl, Brittany who I used to know. She keeps leaving messages for me, asking when I'm going to climb the mountain and reminding me that L and R, my bosses, have never climbed it.

I come to an intersection. A car goes past, then another car - a man in an old white truck - looks like he will cut me off, so I wait, but he ends up turning and giving me a funny look. Eventually I get to the mountain. I'm with L and R, and we're with these two girls who are like our guides. They are wearing pink zip-up sweaters with a logo on the breast, and one of them looks like this girl Courtney that was in my highschool Physics class. We begin going up the trail, which is like a natural spiral staircase winding tightly up the peak.

At another time I'm at a festival or something walking around with Zander from 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer.' There's a big mansion type house, a dirt road lined with trees, and a big grassy field. There are white horses on the road. In the field there are people, tents, booths, and porta potties. We're supposed to be going to climb Pike's Peak, but Z and I really need to use the bathroom, so we walk out into the field until we find some porta potties. The one I find locks from the outside, which confuses me, but then I see there's also a lock on the inside. It's really big, and the ground is wet. I can't tell if it's pee or just water from people's shoes.

I need to change my clothes, so I open my backpack and start pulling things out. It all becomes very confusing very quickly, as random things are falling out and I can't keep it all together. I don't want things to fall on the dirty floor, but there's too much stuff to hold on to. It feels like I'm in there forever, and I finally get to changing my clothes. I put on red tights and several shawls that I wrap around myself. Then I put on my green shoes. I realize that this is not a good outfit for hiking, but I have nothing else. I'd have to go back to the main house to get some different clothes and shoes, but I've already spent so much time in here.

I leave the bathroom thinking that everyone will be waiting for me, but I find that Z is still in the other porta potty. When I find him he is cleaning the whole thing with a toothbrush.

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