I am sitting in a circle with more men than women. It is some kind of affair. It's a morning service. I don't know these people though in the dream we seem to be acquainted.
I am waiting and waiting for the service to begin. Like let's finish this and get on with it. 10 minutes pass. Why isn't this guy who calls himself a rabbi start the service?
Finally, I speak up and ask why the service is not beginning. Now he feels the pressure so he begins.....but he is not singing! Neither is anyone else. They are all looking my way as if I am going to lead them in the prayer!! It is like expected that because I was the one who asked for it to begin and because people know my family background that I should know the prayers. But I don't!!
I move my seat back a little so I am blocked by the rabbi's view. He is sitting about 4 people away from me to my right around the circle, so it's easy for me to back my chair up slightly and be blocked.
Then the men all start singing. The pressure is off.
Note* In the "Saying goodbye" dream a few days ago, there is also a prayer scene where people are looking to me to know the prayer and I don't. Seems to be a theme where I am being expected to know things I sort of know, but don't feel completely confident. But the show seems to move along regardless.