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A Quantum Entanglement

I come to class with a completed assignment that is comprised of complicated, quantum physics formulas. I spent hours doing the assignment, but got stuck on 2 of the last questions. My childhood friend, DJ, solved them both for me and explained his process of coming to an answer. It was a little over my head, but I had to hurry off to class.

My teacher, Jack (who was my Communications III and Anatomy Lab teacher in waking life) is the professor for this class. I have always felt somewhat intimated by Jack. He is highly intelligent and sometimes his vocal tones come across as condescending. Jack tells me to give the answer for one of the questions that DJ solved. I struggle to read DJ's handwriting. It is written very small, so I'm squinting and having to close one eye to try and make sense of it. As such, I'm reading off the numbers very slowly. By the time I'm done, Jack scoffs at me and shares that the whole class has read through several other answers since I started trying to read off mine. I feel belittled and angry. I stand up and chuck my pencil across the room, not even caring where it lands. Then I grab my things and storm out of the room.

It takes me some time to cool off. When I return to the classroom, Jack is alone and gives me some unsolicited advice on how to express anger without it getting out of control. I can't remember what he said, except for "You need to...blah, blah, blah" since I still felt shut down and closed off from him.

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