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Craziest dream I've ever had. BY FAR

So I just had the craziest and most intense dreams I've ever had. REALLY SCARY TOO!! okay so it begins with me being in kaylee's basement I'm taking a nap. While drifting off to sleepy land(and this has been happening a lot lately while I try to sleep) I feel like something is slightly touching me, but its not like a solid touch more like a breeze on my skin if that makes sense... I realize that I've fallen asleep because I'm driving away from her house and it's dark out. I'm driving really bad, it feels like I have little control over the car and even tho I know I'm dreaming I want to go back to Kaylee's because I was babysitting and I can't just leave Tiegan there and this leaves me wondering if there's something wrong in real waking life so I wake up. I'm laying on the couch and a man in a coat with the hood up is walking towards me and says something in a low voice. I realize I'm still dreaming and become frightened and he disappears but I still feel his presence and I feel a touch and vibration near me and I freak out and wake up. I try getting off the couch but I can't and feel the vibration and presence even stronger and I freak out and wake up for real this time. I'm a little shaken by this because it was so intense and so hard to wake up.

I run upstairs and go and lay in Kaylee's bed feeling that this is a safer place to nap and I'm closer to Teigan and for some reason no mater who it is I feel safer falling asleep close to another person. I fall asleep and am lucid still, very much so....toooo much so!! Even tho I'm frightened I want to take this time when I know I'm dreaming and lucid to really try some stuff. I want someone to come into my dream and want someone to open kaylee's door(which I keep open in "real" waking life) Someone goes to open the door and I put my hand out to stop it with last minute anxieties about what I'm doing, but then I decide to just let them in. At first it is a man with curly black hair and blue eyes but his appearance kept changing completely sometimes it was because I was trying to and a lot of time it just would on its own. I wanted to touch them so I got up and was following them around the room. They were talking a lot but I cant remember what they were saying. When I try to embrace them they start biting me on the shoulder really oddly like when a horse eats an apple, I think this is strange and will them to do something different and they start nibbling/kissing my neck. I feel really warm and fuzzy inside, but start to feel strange/guilty? about laying there with this guy having him kiss me and I wake up.

Someone is in the kitchen/dinning room and it's my boyfriend. I ask him what's he is doing and he says he just wanted to see me and I start ranting about the crazy dream I just had and he just smiles. I go really cold and realize that I am still dreaming and his appearance changes and I run into Teigans room and its not her room anymore. It's a cloths and jewelery store, I keep running around and then think of the idea hey maybe if I take something I'll have it when I wake up...something that I've tried to do a lot in dreams ever since I was a little girl and its never worked. I wake up and run into Teigans room, she's wearing a different outfit...again still dreaming....I'm really afraid and all of a sudden the dream changes and I'm driving with my boyfriend on a really sketchy dirt mountain road. I tell him that I don't want to be doing this and I just want to wake up. I wake up and once again run into Tiegans room and once again she is wearing a different outfit. I just walk out of the room feeling really sick. She says something to me in perfect words which is REALLY CREEPY because she can't talk in real life yet. She says " your a little skittish aren't you". I go into Kaylee's bedroom and there is a man sitting on the bed. He is bald and fat and he wants to have sex with me. I don't want to have sex with him.. I try and change his appearance but it doesn't work. He asks me "why don't you want me I know you want to have sex in a dream, afraid I wont have your boyfriends face?" I yell at him how do you know that? and no I just don't want you. I look in the mirror and think wow...my dream self looks really good, better then real life. I wake up and run to Teigans room yet again and she is HUGE. Morbidly obese baby and she smiles and laughs. I try waking up.

-there are many times when I wake up in Kaylee's bed and run to Teigans room to see if I'm still dreaming. Every time I would do stuff like slap myself and similar stuff to really try and wake up and see if I was awake and I felt the sting of the slaps and pinches but I was never really awake something was always different then it should be in real life and I kept encountering this group of guys that appearances would morph a little bit continuously. There were like 4 or 5 of them...I think 4 and I kept seeing if I could change things in the dream and sometimes it would work and others it would work and then immediately change back to the way it was-

Instead of being in Kaylee's bed like all the other times this time I'm walking to my old house that I just moved out of in the beginning of this month where I lived with my boyfriend and another couple and of course all the randoms that would sleep on the couch from time to time. As I'm walking up to the house I feel the breeze and suns rays on my skin and think wow this feels so real and feels so good. When I go inside its crowded with people, everyone that usually hung out there except my boyfriend wasn't there and there were 4 or 5 unknown guys there that keep popping up( that I've been avoiding every time I see them) Tre is there my boyfriends cousin and I start to cry and ask him why this keeps happening, why can't I wake up. He tells me that Kenzie(my boyfriend) is trying to figure something out about me. I think this is rubbish and just some foolish dream person speak and go outside. The guys are outside and I run and embrace the one I find most comforting and appealing to me. He tells me that it's ok and that I don't need to be afraid when I dream like this. His energy feels so warm and i feel like I melt into him, it feels so wonderful and cozy. Then I wake up in Kaylee's bed.

Still dreaming tho and I keep doing similar stuff as before(only the dream stays in Kaylee's house and no one appears but Tiegan) until finally one of the times I wake up I jump up immediately which is different then before because I would try and do stuff to make sure I was awake and then try and make myself be more awake and not sleepy which is how I felt the entire dream is really groggy. I'm awake for real this time! wahoo and I go to Tiegan and tell her how glad I am to see the real her and not her creepy dream persons and I chug some coffee so I feel more awake.

This dream really scared me I was afraid that I would never wake up for real again. Even tho I felt sleepy everything was really vivid and clear and felt so much like real waking life. I wish I hadn't been so scared but that happens every time I know that I'm dreaming...I feel anxious for some reason. I also wish that I could control what happened in the dream instead of just my actions.

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