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Losing body

A couple days ago I was a tad melancholy..Sometimes I must dive into the deep black hole to find what needs to be learned there..While on a drive I had this overwhelming sense of despair and my fears wouldn't let me be. Such a glum mood I was in. Then all of a sudden I experienced something that I experience time to time especially while I'm on a drive sort of meditating and listening to the sounds of the world and the music from the car stereo. Riding passenger of coarse. Anyways its an all encompassing sensation that takes hold of my entire mind, body and soul. Everything zings and it's like I expand inferentially outward. Then when it feels as if I'm peaking it's like a phoenix bursts from my spirit and soars out. Total and complete bliss fills me after always and this time I felt exceptionally energized and renewed.

Ten minutes later I started feeling very light headed. All of my limbs started tingling and falling asleep. An extreme weakness overcame my body. I felt like I was dying. I started retching, but all it was were dry heaves. I was having a very hard time keeping my eyes open and mostly left them shut. Sound kept fading in and out. My friend became very worried to me and made me eat something. It helped a little making me feel a tiny bit grounded and I was able to keep from passing out. I felt horrible tho and was dropped off at home where I surrendered to it all. It was if i was going to vibrate out of my body. Very hard to explain. It was really uncomfortable. All of my limbs were basically dead, they felt so tingly. Rushes and rushes of waves upon waves of color/light washed over me as I lay there for a very long time. I fell into a very strange state of consciousness filled with dreams, visions and so many voices yet I was never completely asleep.

For a long time after all of this I didn't feel normal..Feeling more and more bizarre about things every moment it seems...

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