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Shrouded in darkness

I awake shrouded in shadow and darkness. Reaching out my arms, I realize that I am completely submerged in murky water.As I shred the water with my arms and legs, to stay in place and keep from sinking, it feels so cold and smooth against my skin. No bubbles come from my nose or mouth, I'm not breathing. Completely empty and void of air and all else. Like a tight clenched fist I float in the depths, my hair so long and whisping around me. I stop swimming and let myself sink. With my physical being my spirit and emotion sink. All my darkest thoughts pulling me down as the water becomes colder, darker, and filled with more shadows. The land and sea song from http://dreamcatcher.net/laceyjoyshadow/8607 echos in my mind. I'm slightly aware I'm dreaming, but I don't care. I have no motivation. Some shadows take the slight form of beings, they whisper in my ear. Sucking, biting, kissing the lobe and down my neck, retelling me my darkest fears and secrets. Something rapidly swims to me. A merman and as I look into his cold sea-green/blue eyes, I realize he is you. Of coarse it's you. His long golden hair wrapping around me as he grabs me from behind and drags me quickly down. Long nails extend from his fingers, he pierces them deeply in-between my will and heart chakra from my back. I see it pierce through my skin when I look down. An excruciating feeling radiates through my being. For the first time I take in a sharp breath, it's so painful and doesn't feel like a breath from the lungs[if it was that kind of breath i would have just inhaled water :]. Blood fills the water as I am released and I swim towards the surface, I shoot up so fast. Once at the surface salty tears flood from my eyes into the salty water around me, although I no longer seem to be bleeding. The pain was more spiritual then physical. A major storm of fierce lighting, wind and thunder surrounds me and I become weak and lose consciousness.

I awaken surrounded by sand and it's still storming above me in the night sky. Lightheaded and weak, I arise to my feet. Only a few steps taken and the scenery begins to morph from being on an island/beach to being in the desert. It's day now, but the storm hasn't stopped raging. Sand is blowing everywhere and hitting my skin like bee stings. Off in the distance is a large snake of some sort. The color of its scales change and morph as it slither and sways in the wind. As it draws nearer to me, I start to feel a rising fear form from deep within my torso. So much power radiated from the creature, holding an air of malevolence and danger. Wanting to avoid getting bitten I stay still, too afraid to move. It lunges and attacks me. Wrapping its body around me and squeezing. I try and break free but it's absolutely no use and I begin to become weaker and light headed. The snake hisses in my ear then sinks its teeth into the vain in my neck. I feel the poison race through my veins and am strongly reminded of the time I had medicine shot up my veins while in the hospital. As the poison flows through my veins the snake disappears. Laying there on the ground, I feel so sick and vile. The poison feels like the most retched emotional turmoil in the form of physical and spiritual pain. Unable to move, I look up at the sky. Lightning strikes me and my being is electrified. My form is reduced to ashes and I sink into the sand. Under the sand my being has taken the form of a mas of swirling sand vaguely in the shape of a human. Reminds me of the guy in Naruto who controls sand. I feel myself as a swirling sand being, very odd... I reemerge on top of the sand. I'm so huge!

Off in the distance I see the form of a girl. As I come into close proximity I come to find out that it is Molly. She feels totally different tho, this energy feels putrid. She starts yelling at me telling me I'm a failure, repeating all the things I fear. Pushing doubt into my being. "Look at what you've become...you can't do it, you wont win." My being is filled with the most intense pain I've ever experienced. I literally feel as if I am dying, I'm vibrating and it feels like my soul is being ripped savagely. A soul shattering scream erupts from me as my sand being self starts to fall apart. Suddenly my lion appears , my REAL Molly. With her comes the most mighty of ROARS!!! So powerful and fierce my lion destroys the evil fake Molly with one mighty swipe of the paw! The roar vibrates my being and collapses away the sand leaving my human form. I embrace my lion and sob into fluffy fur. Mentally the Lion communicates sooooooo much. YOU CAN NOT LOSE. The lion places its front paws into my chest and goes through me. MY WINGS RIP OUT FROM WITHIN ME! I take flight!! Flapping my mighty wings I am filled with the most beautiful feeling and energy. ahhh the wind through my feathers :))))) Pure Joy erupts from me as laughter from my lips. Tears of Joy also flow as I cleanse the world anew.

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