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Shamanic Healing Journey~ One Black Tree ♥

After about a year and a half of crutches and pain medication, I had enough..
and then one day I threw down the crutches and said, 'No more..' so that day while driving back home through the mountains between Susanville and Red Rock, I saw a possibly two/three mile high mountain hill up on the side of the road, and abruptly said to stop the car.. I [Knew] I was to climb that mountain! When I got out and Affirmed this, he thought I was being crazy and stupid as he had said so, but this trip was an intense journey for me and very Necessary, so I was not swayed by his negativity this time..
As I looked up at this mountain, Breathing in what I was about to do and setting my [Intention], I immediately saw a Hawk soaring right overhead and deeply felt his Beckoning call.. I also realized in that very moment what that even Meant, and I Began.. as I started towards this mountain scoping the scene, seeing that there was basically, a deep lake of water in between myself and the base of the mountain.. He said to me 'See.. you Cant do it!' and I silently scoffed inside, Knowing I very well Could.. as I looked up ahead to see where the water might have gotten shallow, I had to walk quite a bit down to find a small area of slightly thinner water equipped with, a cleverly placed log laying across near the only spot near the path, also adding a small hill which led up to the mountain to climb, plus a sea of huge sharp rock to get across, even just to get towards the base of the mountain!

So as I walked up and crawled completely on top of what I realized was a very rigidity log laying across the water.. I know this log did not even have the strength to hold my weight, yet this didn't occur to me until I was halfway across the log.. I just knew I had to keep going.. Knowing it would hold me.. I arrived at the base of a slick muddy hill and as it had snowed months before, there was still spots on the ground in some places, so this hill was still quite moist and I saw that the top was well over my head, so I asked for Guidance.. I saw a tiny little shoot of leaves with a purple flower growing out towards the top of this hill and was barely able to grasp it with my fingers, and as I grabbed on to it, I could see that it could very easily rip out of the ground and knew it was not going to hold my weight, but I connected with this little flower energetically and requested its assistance saying ' I really need your help right now, I know you cant physically hold my weight, so we have to work together' and somehow, I was able to pull myself up onto this hill by working with this flower, literally the size a small weed, up this slick embankment..

while basically in trance state, meditating on where my feet were and using only their strength of energetic intention to lift myself up with this tiny plant, I landed on the ground with a very exhausted but accomplished tumble.. just as suddenly, a huge family of birds flew out of a bush ahead of me, started loudly and excitedly chirping.. I could hear that they were exclaiming 'Yay!! You're Doing it, Keep Going!!! Keep Going!!' literally following me popping in and out of 5 bushes, going into and rising out of each one.. I looked back at Phil and Anna standing by the car but felt they could not see me even though I could see them, I felt like I was in another dimension from them and wondered if they had seen the birds too.. I thought for sure they would have, it was sooo intense..

There was an area to the side of majestic grassy hills you could see from this other hilltop, that I really wished I could frolic in, but alas, I had to keep on my path as I knew the sun would be setting while I was on the peak if I didn't keep up my pace.. either way, it was quite a lovely vision to enjoy vicariously while in the sunshine with a very slight breeze.. so now I face the 'rock sea ' leading to the mountain base so I set my mark, envision my point of focus, and just start running atop the rock points knowing that if I slow down at all, it would be hairy since these were big sharp boulders that I was sure a home to many massive webmasters as I recall out in those desert regions.. so as I affix my internal focus within, I see a Path unfolding very quickly before me.. no time to think or question, just move.. I hadn't even walked for almost a year before this so it was very liberating to have transcended my beliefs about pain and limitation, realizing it will only hurt if I Let it, finally taking my power in this area back..

I reached the base quickly, so now I was ready to start up the mountain, and I am moving quickly almost running up this mountain, scaling rocks and working within as if I am fixing some strange geometric Tetris puzzle game.. while sometime half the way up, I saw an area where there was just One Tree completely Black even though there was No other remnants of fire or char Anywhere.. just One Black Tree in the middle of some brush, overlooking the valley in a fairly prominent position off to the side.. I [Know] to touch this tree, and receive a [Vision] from [Within]..

I see in my mind clearly an empty clearing up the way, of sand and some red/yellow rocks sticking up out of the ground.. so I thank the tree, gave an offering of blessings and continue on.. Just as I saw, up ahead was the clearing as the sun was just setting, so there was this beam of immaculate golden glow being cast over this very spot and the tops of these yellow and red rocks sticking out of the sand were nearly glowing as the sun hit them just right.. it was spectacular, not to mention colors seem semi-scarce out there with nothing, or not much out there anyway, its Nevada.. so the fact that there were bright red/yellow rocks sticking up was striking as it was, let alone the connecting details.. so I take the rocks as instructed and leave a few for someone else, so I did not realize the immaculate details the rocks had until later..

I finally reach the top of this mountain, and it was so Majestic and Tranquil.. I always feel this envelopment when I reach the top of a mountain, just as I recalled in 6th grade for the 5 mile hike sitting on the very tip, and hanging off dangerously precarious rock peaks is a deeply fulfilling passion of mine.. I could see my husband/daughter the size of ants wayyy down there standing at the car looking up like 'are you still alive?' I sat there to meditate for a bit longer before going down.. As I looked down the other side realizing it was the only way to get back, it was steep as fuck.. Ha! I knew I had to go that way down and braced myself, located my guidance within, and went for it!

There was a scary moment coming down the other side of the mountain when I went to put my hand down on a rock, and saw a rock covered in what literally looked like a sea of baby spiders crawling and it was definitely.. moving!! Even staring at it right up close was mesmerizing.. There was still some old sea life out in this desert area and this particular plant was still alive..

Also, that since it had snowed some months before, there was a cool moment coming down the mountain of seeing a rock half encased by snow yet where the heat from the evening sun had melted some of the snow away from the rocks, revealing a space in between the rock and snow where some icicles intertwined with delicate strings of mold had grown, forming a connection web between the rock and snow.. Marvelously Fascinating! I came scaling down the mountain and I was moving soo fast while had my hands were up the whole time almost running to keep up with path unfolding ahead and was in a complete trance-like state of equilibrium, even though I was not aware of how dangerous this was from my vantage point of perspective, they were envisioning I would not survive..
This shamanic journey was illuminating and intensely profound healing rite of passage, which I should also mention having No problem walking without crutches afterward for some reason.. I literally felt like a different person as I came down that mountain, as I have had lifetimes of magical experiences I am learning to share with others..

This experience showed me my power to heal and the immense ability our spirit bodies have when we open our minds to that deeper understanding.. This journey was to begin healing much more than just my leg, and I am still healing intensely on many levels.. Now feeling Empowered to take on my experience with a Truth and share my process for others to reflect upon,through their journey of self-recognition.. This is one of many stories I am choosing to share at this time for those who choose to Receive, while Opening the Gates of Alcyone~ Ancestral Guidance for ALL on your Pathway Home.. Much Love and Many Blessings!! ~♥☥♥~

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