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Candle Light and Transcendant Intentions

This dream was massively layered like many dreams packed in one and can only recall the last one with any vividness but the other adventures were amazing but vague.. much future traveling and assisting as I normally do, then some really fun and informative group work being done in some space with bluish light..

Then the dream kicks in to a dinner like lounge in a dark yet candle lit event and 'we' are all there or Galactic Family members, possibly something important for iTom? As someones presentation is going on or about to, Phil out of nowhere starts being rude and loud about something and I am discreet and say something soft, but firm sort of like 'I am not really going to participate in this' and as I stand up I can see through a table right next to me A'Luna's observing eyes peering through the darkness and acknowledge her sweetly psychically, but I am trying to get somewhere and take a deep breath and not allow any continuance of negativity formulate or become a further distraction and as I am heading away suddenly Tidus is right there and wanted to talk[like a 'lets go do something fun!' ushering me from the side] so we quickly walk off talking intently.. some other point in the dream Phil tries to come up and stress me out for some reason [haha apparently by repeatedly telling me he Will Not get his unemployment check anymore and was pointing to? his chest and affirming this loudly for some reason] but in this space I affirmed in my mind that this was not relevant and fear based as I was not phased by him at all which felt like a huge relief in the dream too.. and basically he didn't know what to do that i wasn't being affected by him.. I almost recall in that moment scanning him energetically for some sincerity like 'do you have something positive to express at all? ok then I am done with this interaction..'

I just remembered the feeling of mutual excitement from this jovial encounter with Tidus too, it felt very warm and natural.. Sometimes when I am trying to talk to people, even in my dreams I seem to almost be purposefully interrupted.. The last dream I had with Tidus a few months ago, this was the case and quite an interesting reflection as we were sitting there he was on a pillow on the ground sitting in front of me and I was sitting on a couch or something and we were talking very intently when this girl next to me I can feel these bizarre and aggressive jealousy wave pulsations coming at me from this person and she starts swinging numchucks toward my head and acting like she is just being casual and I am almost looking at Tidus like 'um. if this chick is important to you you might want to tell her to knock it off' but I decide to ignore it and focus on our conversation instead, but there was still the element of distraction.. So this last dream encounter the conversation felt very clear and intensive, like something major was solidified..

I had been having feelings of worry regarding phil and my decision to stay together and work on some personal things until it is time to move on for sure as it was too difficult to try and work something out while in a hostile state.. and something felt off.. but lately I had been waking feeling stressed and unsure, and for some reason after this vivid dream, although my subconscious sees him being that way to me again, I felt much better upon waking up.. interesting! Thank you again Tidus!! ♥

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