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Self-Gratification

I truly do not know what to think.

I feel as though I'm learning so much yet I tread this... terribly unstable ground.

As a student... I have an innate desire to pursue what is just and right. But at times I may loose sight of what that actually is... for it could be possible that this opportunity arose for a reason.

Sometimes all I want--desperately with all of my being...is to escape---to dwell a mist a dreamland for the rest of my days.. forever and until eternity.

I don't talk much.
And I don't really act on what I want.
I am very cautious and I deny the fundamental parts of my being--quite often.
I will never admit my true feelings.

But tonight I came dangerously close to breaking through the surface. It inspired me--the dedication to euphoria and pleasure... in an inconceivable way--I knew I agreed.

I am slightly different however.
Everything that was said is truth.
I just don't have the guts to say it yet.

Why is this curiosity so damn nagging???
It's weight on my skull is crushing
My hands itch to touch yours.

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