loading
kalavanina
83
14
starlight
124923
experience
over 10 years ago
entries
died
school
note
day
pacha
voice
mama
night
love
marks
high
you
mail
bite
left
meredith
1996
Pacha Mama

Today I found out my best friend died.
I went on my lunch break and saw a missed call from a Dayton area code. A voice mail had been left, so I checked it out of curiosity, expecting Vandalia tax collections. The voice mail was Meredith's mother, telling me she had passed away last week. Mere's mom found a note from high school where I expressed concern about her. In high school she had been on and off suicidal. I didn't finish my work day, for as soon as I heard what I did I was crying.
Meredith Leigh Martin was the most wonderful friend I could have asked for. Our first meeting in Chemistry, her complimenting my shoes, and I always finding something interesting about her. We sat in the same row, and one day I even noticed she had bite marks on her neck that she had tried to cover up with concealer. She was a funny girl, and always an old soul. The bite marks were from a man in his late twenties, and she was but a freshman in high school!
I will never forget you Meredith, Pacha Mama, you were like a sister to me, and I'm so so terribly sad that the last time we talked was in a message over facebook. How would I of known that was the last time I would exchange words with you? I was sick and wanted to go to sleep, and two days later your heart stopped beating.
I hope that it was just a mistake, that you didn't take your life away from yourself and from the ones that love you. You died in your sleep so I was told, after having your wisdom teeth taken out, a few medications in your stomach, and you drank some alcohol. Byron was who you were with on your last night on this planet, and he informed the cops he was missing 7 Oxycontin. Did you overdose intentionally? There wasn't a note left behind.. Did Byron drug you? What reason could he have of possibly had to take your life?

Thank you for every moment we spent together Meredith, the long nights in my bedroom laying around talking about everything, our excursions to Jim's Donuts. The silly night we ran outside in the rain in Lakewood slashing around and racing leaves. That night we walked around in our panties drying off and you fell asleep on my couch without protection on your period. Although the blankets have been washed they are still stained with your blood.

I love you, I love you with every fiber of my being and I will miss you until I take my last breath.

We won't be seeing any more dreams from Wildgreengroan - my dearest Meredith, rest in peace.
21 is too young to die.

night
dream dictionaries
love
dream dictionaries
school
dream dictionaries
left
dream dictionaries
mail
dream dictionaries
voice
dream dictionaries
day
dream dictionaries
bite
dream dictionaries
theta b3.0
random dream...
Join now!