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Its happening again. But I'm getting treated how I was raised -opposed to modern medicine - how it fucked me almost 2 years ago, getting me locked up for a week and a half while doctors struggled to title a mind like mine.

5 hours of sleep 3AM?-8AM, very unsettled.
Very guilty for kicking Jake out.
Very upset.
Very stressed.
Trying to help myself.. Aloe Juice 2x a day, pulsatilla.
Today is day 4 since starting treatment.
Made the mistake of going out with a coworker for a beer and green drive. I was exhausted when I was off at 10 PM but I didn't manage to get home until almost 1AM.
Call center - slowly killing my energy.
I am NOT only a VOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM MORE!

5 hours improvement, but since I had no greenery to help with the nausea and stomach pain this morning I had no choice but to stay up.

Working at a call center. Working at a call center. AHH how I almost booked it during my lunch break. PS. To anyone who works maintenance in California-thanks for being positive if we've ever spoke, among Florida and other areas, experiencing better weather EVERY DAY.

Gotta get out of here.
Need to be around like minded individuals.

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