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Down to Earth

The sun had just appeared above the horizon and I was only waking up. I grabbed tiger and extracted a potent hit-- smoke tearing down my windpipe. Within moments my heart slowed. The unnatural substance throwing off my equilibrium. I began to panic. Too much attention on my heart. The blood red sheets and murder blanket consuming my naked body. Everything shifty. Perhaps 10 minutes had passed since inhaling. I take slow breaths and I don't even realize I may have stopped breathing entirely. Did my heart just stop? I wait. I don't hear anything. No thumping in my chest. I breath deeply, again, and again. Somehow my heart begins again, the breathing amping it up. My heart some how recognizes my panic and begins to speed up. Faster and faster, it feels like it is looking for a crescendo and will stop once hitting that point.
I wonder about death. Although I do not fear it, I wait.. wondering if anyone or anything will greet me in the end. Or is it really just blackness. But why, then, when my heart did stop did I still see? I still felt. I was still being.
Panicked I text my sister, I call my sister. I have her come down and sit with me. She brings me a bottle of ice water. I don't touch it. After explaining how this heart frenzy began she uses the bathroom. When she returns I sit up and come back down to Earth. I tell her it's okay to leave.

The blood sac assumes it's usual rhythm. My day proceeds.

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