I dreamt that Logen fired me. She was really mad at me because I had lost a slip for a "pay-out". (Doing a pay out is when you spend your own cash on something business related, which Brock and Laurie then reimburse us for.) I was looking and looking through small slips of paper, and feeling deeply anxious.
When I woke up, I went to the restaurant. The first thing out of Logen's mouth was, "I didn't sleep all night! I dreamt that Joe and Brock fired me for losing money!"
I was like, "Wo! We better explore this."
We chatted about it a bit... how we both are feeling anxiety over the fact that something seems to be shifting in our workplace, but we're not sure what, how we both agree that maybe it might be time to do some further organization to assist with labour costs and such.
I left and went to the cafe and was sitting reading when I saw Brock stirring cream into his coffee. He asked me how I was doing, and I said that Logen and I both had dreams that we got fired. He laughed, and said that was not what was happening. He was shaking his head at me, and winked on his way out. As he left, he said, "Don't worry!" and I breathed a huge sigh of relief.
When I ran into Logen, we both decided that we need to stop worrying so much. We
need to stop catastrophizing. Everything usually turns out way better than we imagine.
Plus, it's really a waste of energy.