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my cat dies and transforms into a phoenix

today while digging my cat dave's grave (who i had for 13 years +), a raven flew directly over head, which i took as a good omen. i went back to visit his grave again that night, with the intention of going deep into the bardo, in an attempt at somehow connecting with his soul...and wow did i ever get more then i bargained for...

the moon and stars were reflecting down on the ocean, where i sat beside his grave, with my bro delvin's 'crystal of clarity' quartz shard in my hands, i quickly went into a deep open-eyed meditation. it took very little effort to get deep into it, and i quickly started to see astonishing visions of a very sophisticated and beautiful creature, along side an overwhelming sense/feeling that this was in fact the real dave, who had been waiting for me to come meet him right on cue.

i have a feeling now that he was there the whole time, but going into the meditation seemed to let me zoom out an abstraction level or 3, and suddenly realized that this very intense looking creature is right up close to my face and kindof nestling on my neck as we rapidly exchanged telepathic imagery. it was extremely vivid & intense, and even overwhelming at points...the body of this entity had so many different abstract and transforming parts that i could only focus on certain small pieces at a time.

the only thing i could compare it to would be a large exotic/translucent bird / phoenix of some kind. with a distinct beak and an almost human like eye on only one side of an in-describably shaped head... with long brigtly colored and illuminated feathers, and these shiney metalic like scales which reminded me of a kids spectral colored xylophone toy being viewed through a kalidascope.

he seemed quite glad to be there with me, but he also seeemd quite anxious/scared. i did my best at calming him through eye contact and a wide open heart chakra.

this close proximity interaction went on for about 5 minutes i figure, before my intuiton suddenly suggested that i lay on my back and look up at the stars...so i did, and i right away noticed this previously unnoticed strip of black void reaching up into the twilight sky,right in front of me. soon after i noticed it, the entity (aka: dave) was being quickly sucked up into it, and before i realized what was even happening he was out of my visual range, and seemed to be pointed towards a a distinct set of three bright stars in triangular formation.

after he was gone, the i noticed the black void still there and open, as if to offer me a chance to leave also if i chose to do so, but i decided to stay here for now...too much work to do!!! as i kept staring astonished into this black void, it started to change shape, and quickly re-abstracted itself (quite un-expectedly) into three huge silhouetted, 100+ ft pine trees. all of the trees seemed to be consciously observing and grounding me.

i just laid there for a while looking up, with the quartz shard on my chest, and a still racing heart i closed my eyes and it felt like i still had a direct telepathic connection to dave. he still seemed anxious/scared from far away but was also letting me know that he was alright.

i think i will go back again tonight and sleep under the stars in the same spot. i am so blessed.

a billion bows of respect and admiration to you dave.

dr. j

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