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My friend

One of my best friends birthday was last week. SO I made a long distance call.
"Bro! Happy birthday my brotha, I love you." I said and he answered me back "Thank you man, I love you too. Thank you for calling me. I'm going to FL to hang out with you in the next 2 months" I felt so excited that I couldn't believed it, my lips created a huge smile because this guy that I met like 1 year ago, shared too many shit that I can't share with other friends and in a short period of time. He smoked weed together, we supported each other, we drank alcohol together,we hugged each other every time we were about to meet up, we discovered music, we shared thoughts and things that made me trust him so much. He was like my brother to me.
So afterwards "Cool man, fuck yeah. We will see each other soon" I said. "Yeah my man thank you so much, I love you. See yaa baby." He said.

A Friday night, I was with a friend drinking and smoking pot. I was so wasted. I just stayed in his house until next day. That morning I felt different, a hurricane was coming to town, clouds were grey and my body felt weird. I took a shower to went home. I was about to have breakfast and a friend texted me that my friend suffered an accident, he passed away in a car crash. I couldn't eat, my hands were shaking, I couldn't think, my mind and heart was mixed with millions of emotions that I just want to do nothing, nothing but listening to songs we liked so much. I called a girl (that i love) crying asking so many questions about the incident. "Yes James, he is dead". That moment my soul dropped to the ground, I was vulnerable to everything, rain started a minuted later. HE was one of a kind friend, we were 19-20.

Its been 2 weeks since my friend's death. I think life/God gave an angel. I've learnt from him. I think I've changed now. I don't have any excitement for drinking alcohol or smoking or even driving. I can't believe that he is gone. I still can't. We are so young and he's life was going so smoothing and good that there's was no place in earth this was going to happen. Everyday he crosses by my mind. Every night I just ask. "Where are you man?"

I love you Jose.

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