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Sister, what did they do to you?

I enter a somewhat familiar house (Knuckles and Machos apt in dream world meets the place where I met her grandparents) and Macho is sitting on the couch. He calls me over and has a strange demeanor to him. He starts by saying, 'there isnt really any good way to say this' and i am thinking 'what could you possibly have to say that I would care about at this point?'

he goes on to say 'Knuckles and I aren't 100 percent together.' I turn around and see my aunt melinda and several other key family members in the house. one of them (i think cousin hailie) tells me that Knuckles has been working out on the phone a way financially between all the members of my family to get us together or pay for me to go back to LA or cover some debt of hers etc and someone says 'you are going to be married again'. they all seemed happy and i couldnt understand why this was happening. I then look to the floor and Knuckles is sitting there crying and driveling pathetically as though she has just lost her mother. I quietly ask 'you aight?' she continues crying and saying 'it was awful he did this or that and so on. i turn back to Macho.

he holds up his hands defensively and says 'hey man that isnt part of it anymore. its just us now, right?' As in our friendship had nothing to do with all of this and i should not put any aggression towards him. I am speechless and also feeling weak in my neck and shoulders to the point where i can hardly speak and turn around back towards Knuckles as i had noting to say to Macho on the issue of 'us' or a friendship. Knuckles is now up and following me around wherever i walk. i feel disgusted by the situation and offended that i am somehow involved in their situation period after this fallout however she is still tagging along with me. Eye leave the room to board an elevator and she goes with me. She turns and for the first time i see her clear eyed face as she winks at me and awaits my coy response or whatever she expected but i simply stare back at her dumbfounded at the apparent audacity and her relentless act of defiance to being on her own etc.

I try to speak to her to tell her this but my mouth does not move. my neck is crooked at an angle and my shoulder feels weak. i tell her to massage my jaw or neck for a moment via motion and mumbling in order to free up my speech. She smiles and teasingly says 'no' that she will not assist me. Eye attempt a self massage on my neck and we arrive at the bottom of the elevator. We enter the street and suddenly a gang of 5 or more cars is flying towards us GI joe assault style. i know that they are 'the teachers union' or some force who is on a vigilante act of madness and throw a can of fish or some other food at the window of one of the tanks and take off running.

At this time i awoke in Franks car with my neck wedged between the car seat and the passanger side window and associate my paralysis in the dream with it and begin poring over the details of the REMenconter. I tell gooch and d lange about it to be sure it has been documented verbally and am now at pirnstills journaling it. the energy around this one is significant i am sure of it.

In dream realm the ball is in my court however I have no desire for it as it was simply a burden and constant reminder of the sort of weakness that could ever put me in that position.

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