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Spirit Totem Fusion

Wandering in a thick, old growth forest my eyes happen upon a white owl... a female snowy owl... I immediately recognize her as me- my spirit totem... closer and closer i get until she is no more but a few feet away on a branch, our eyes connected, like cosmic soul pools, their energy ebb and flows together... i sit on the ground and call to her telepathically, i wonder if she will come closer... after a bit of the staring exchange she does... she comes right down and into my lap... warmth and joy fills both of our spirits as we sit there together, i run my hands over her soft white ... i can feel her inner smile. So we sit like that, unaware of the normal matrix of time... after a while i must leave this forest but my heart is saddened, I want to take her with me every where I go! That is her choice though, so with a warm squeeze I let her fly off back into her canopy of evergreens and other trees...
I leave but them am suddenly back in this forest... I search for her... I spot a Great horned owl but no, not my dear sweet spirit animal... this horned owl feels that, he speaks to me to tell me she is here... so I continue my search to find her perched upon a branch, eating a bird of some sort... I watch her til she is done and then it is our time to connect again and I am so overwhelmed with love and happiness... we sit while i finger the soft curves of each of her feathers... she has made a choice... in my head and heart, my spirit talking with hers she tells me that we will never part again and so we don't... and later upon leaving the forest to go home, she is with me... knowing she is not meant to be caged or living in a house i let her know of the forests around my home and that she is more than welcome to stay out there and to come inside for snuggles... so she does... in my room of an old house i lived in, we find ourselves... we sleep and i awaken to let her fly in the twilight of the night... this time she will come back, and every time after... we merged in that old growth forest and now we are one and the same. I awake feeling comforted, feeling... expanded and like there is a new life inside of me... the life of my spirit totem, the white snowy owl, has merged with me so that wherever i go, i have her strength, her nurturance, her love... so that i know i have my own wings to fly, so that we both know even though we are so alone in this world, we are never really alone at all.

I had this dream on the night of the Scorpio Solar Eclipse 11/03/2013

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