Lunar Phase: Waning Crescent
I just woke up (7:46pm) from the loveliest of naps.
I just had the loveliest (weirdest) of dreams.
Full blown colour.
I was external from this dream, watching from above.
It started off observing this woman with a beautiful lace blindfold on. It covered the entirety of her upper head, from her eyes up to and including the crown of her head. Beautiful PURE white lace. This is symbolic to how I felt this woman was.
The location of this dream was in a very humid, dusty, desert like country. This country was dominated by dangerous men who did not let their woman have any control. The only way I can describe how I felt about this woman would be through a pop culture reference, 'The Disney Movie: Aladdin'. She was some sort of Royalty who was confined to this unbelievable palace. It was unbelievably stunning inside this place. Everything was white stone marble, and I swear there was GOLD trim on the floor as well as on statues and other such things.
This 'Prisoner Princess' had a beautiful bed... the most beautiful bed I have ever seen. It was gigantic and had transparent lace draping all around it under the most elaborate canopy.
I was watching this Lady from several angles on the ceiling.
The dream took place over a sequence of years.
This first sequence was when the Prisoner Princess was very young. It felt as though she had just arrived there and was ordered to put on this 'lace' blind fold. She was completely terrified of this older man who seemed to control her. She looked to be in her late teens early twenties and he looked to be in his later thirties. The only people I saw that she was allowed to interact with was this all-controlling male, and his younger brother(s) who would often tag along and 'keep and eye out' during his stay with this woman.
Each day that I observed, he was teaching her how to 'sense' the world without 'seeing' the world... how to MOVE energy without touching everything... ***how to EXIST with-out EXISTING***
At first, I was not in favour of this guy because I sensed that he was completely controlling this woman, but then I understood that she has always lived her life this way and did not know how to metaphorically 'stand on her two feet' so she was constantly in complete mental/emotional and spiritual submission.
As I watched all of these 'metaphysical lessons' unfold, so did her blind folds. I jumped to the future when this woman was a little bit older, maybe her late twenties, early thirties. She was not blindfolded anymore, but I see only white in her eyes. She had no pupils or iris'.
He was teaching her about feeling the pulse of the universe. At that moment, she got it all. She became illuminated and was 'the sun and moon' and all powerful. He smiled but his brother who was watching in the courtyard outside of the room seemed afraid (suggesting that the oldest son got the training, not the younger, and the younger was born just to be the assistant to the older brother throughout his life.... woh with the understanding eh?)
Anyways, this powerful-male tells the now powerful-female to make a certain pose with her feet spread wide, knees bent, and hands in prayer position (hands slightly apart, causing muscle tension). He then tells her to De-magnetize his body.
She seemed so confused and tried to concentrate. It was the first time I saw her struggle to take a verbal order from him. She then said, 'I can't because I feel that would hurt you'. He chuckles with relief and says, 'Thank goodness you can't because you are pregnant.' Implying that she could have killed him with all of her lessons, but he successfully got her to trust, and eventually love him.
She seemed super excited about this news. He dropped off a bunch of jewelery onto her bed, and gave her a black bathing-suit (which completely covered her body) and told her to celebrate by the pool. He apologized for the fact that she would have to completely cover her body up in order to do so.
This was a really bizarre, and yet FULL dream. I was there. This happened somewhere, I know it.
I don't know how I feel about what went down in that dream. But I feel a more open sense about that woman suppressive culture.