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Family Dynamics...

I was attending a family gathering. It was my grandparent's house, but their house was now on an outcropping of rock in the middle of a shallow body of water. We took a boat to get there. Other people were arriving in different types of boats. I learned that we needed to tie the boats together or they'd bounce around and knock into each other. I put myself to the task of doing this and in doing so was able to greet each new person who came. There were lots of men showing up who I wasn't sure I'd ever met before.
We hung out in the living room and I talked with my grandfather and some other old ladies. I don't remember a whole lot about what he said but I remember a feeling of sadness, like he was describing how close he was to the end of his life.
Elsewhere, a celebration was underway. The inside of the house was enormous and connected to a village that was on the rest of the island. For whatever reason, the kids all wanted to be around me, so I felt like the unofficial baby sitter. I felt like I was trying to ditch them at every turn though.
I stopped off in a dollar store, because everyone wanted to go in. I observed a man trying to buy a pot of fake flowers. The cashier was giving him shit for buying the lavender ones - said they weren't very manly and that he should buy the blue ones instead. I decided to buy one of these flower pots too, to give as a gift to the bride and groom (neither of whom I knew).
We went in to a music performance. It was an old Indian man, performing live traditional Indian music. At first it was really quiet. There was a woman in the audience who was a huge distraction. She kept falling over or tripping on stuff. I don't know if she was drunk or what but it was horribly distracting.
I was in a large bathroom with a clawfoot tub, off the side of the main room. I had all the kids with me and it seemed that this was the best place to be since they were making so much noise. My cousin, Rachel, was there and she was talking really loud to me and all of a sudden the crowd turned and everyone shushed her. I decided they needed to go so I send them away.
I think I grabbed a drink at that point because I suddenly started to feel kind of tipsy. My other cousin, Brice, and some other guys showed up and came in the bathroom with me. Brice was being really touchy-feely. At first it was a little awkward, but we've always had a weird tension between us and having him express himself in this way felt natural and not unwanted. I thought to myself that it's because he's my cousin, but he really knew how to touch me and hold me and make me feel loved. It seemed like he was showing off for the other guys and I played along with it because it felt nice.

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