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Cute Boys at Jesus Camp...

Susy and I were taking part in a week-long camp adventure that we knew nothing about. It was just sort of unexpectedly unfolding before our eyes. The campground was huge because we were wandering it nearly the entire dream and only ended up in the same place a couple of times.
As we wandered, we met people and observed some of the activities going on in the camp. One thing that stood out to me the most was that there were so many good looking guys everywhere. They were about my age and many of them were blond with shaved heads. A few of them seemed to have interest in me too, as we were wandering, they kept trying to talk with us and show us around.
It was a beautiful grounds - I kept wishing I had my camera... colors were so vibrant and there were works of art intermingled with nature in such a seamless fashion. It was sort of in the mountains and I had a feeling that one of the activities was going to involve hiking up one of the amazing snow-capped peaks.
All of the other attendees seemed to be about our age and I don't recall seeing any of the "councelors" or people in charge. At one point, Susy and I came to a sealed-off room and upon entering, were welcomed into the "drug room". Everyone in it was smoking cigarettes and pot and drinking 40's. We paused to share a spliff but somehow exited that room before we were able to do so. The room sort of vanished. After that, the camp was sort of on a school bus but it was only a school bus in concept. It was still very enormous and vacuous enough to contain much of the outside, including trees and a massive cliff face.
Susy and I were headed to the place where we were sleeping for the night. Many people had already climbed into their sleeping bags. We had missed the hike and those who had gone were exhausted. I felt awkward as I tried to set up my own sleeping bag. Quarters were tight and we were surrounded by some of the boys that I found cute, so I was trying really hard not to be awkward. As soon as we were comfortable, a voice came over a loudspeaker. It was time for lessons. In my hands, I was holding a mess of hematite ball bearings, intermixed with a sort of viscous/magnetic graphite. The hematite would lose its magnetism every now and then and the ball-bearings would scatter. Then I would have to scuttle around and try and collect them from in-amongst peoples things. It was silly and annoying. The graphite had made my hands completely silvery black and it had partially melted so my hands were a total mess.
The lessons on the loudspeaker continued. There were visuals that accompanied the lessons, but rather than having them displayed or projected, they just appeared in my vision, as an overlay to everything else that I was seeing in front of me.
The lesson spoke of the almighty God and finding oneness with God. I listened intently, replacing the religious dogmatism, with my own related spiritual feelings. The lesson was introducing the idea of how men and women can find their essential selves in one another and share and honor the anima/animus in each through a series of exercises. The exercises involved sitting across from one another and doing tai chi inspired movements in order to visualize the connectedness between the two selves.
This really excited me because there were so many awesomely cute guys there and I really wanted to be able to enjoy this type of non-sexual connection with them. Though I didn't think it overtly in my dream, I think my subconscious was still attached to the idea that since I have a partner in real life, I must respectfully limit my physical connection with other men (even on an astral plane.) But since this exercise was well within the bounds of respectful extra-marital behavior, I couldn't wait to get started!
Of course then I woke up. I lay there for a long time trying so hard to get back to it. But it was gone.

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