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Prayers are Heard

The holidays and time spent with family was very interesting this year. Many long talks with my family about the nature of the healing work I do. During the course of these talks I noticed old habits coming to the surface. Disharmonies connected to a few chakras in my system. One evening my mother and I spoke for a long while on the back porch of our mountain home. I took note of the disharmonies and thought about how when we are around people who have known us our whole lives it can sometimes help bring up old patterns..... even if we have grown and shed exponentially sense the last meeting....... After our talk my mother went inside to go to sleep. I stayed out on the porch and stared at the night sky. The sky is sooooo amazing at my folks house. So far away from city lights, way up in the San Juan mountains. I gazed up and called out for some help in healing the disharmonies earlier noted. I called out to our star brothers and sisters, to my guides, and my teachers. I said many prayers that night and then retired to bed.....
The dream of the evening seemed to answer my prayers. I am in the beautiful yurt where we do ceremony. Everyone is preparing for the evening of song, prayer, and healing. I have worked very hard at preparing my space. I brought a nice wooden shelf and set up a beautiful altar in dedication to grandmother. The blankets and adornment I have chosen are perfectly in place. I look around the yurt and notice many familiar faces from previous ceremonies. I am sitting in a deep meditative state waiting for the shamans to enter. They arrive and are very pleased with the turnout of people for the evening. They take their place in the circle and we all sit in silence together. Then in a whirlwind this group of very loud men enter the yurt. There are four or five of them and they all appear to be belligerently drunk. Every one in the yurt is looking at them with disapproval and is energetically retracting from them. The men are looking for a place to settle in the yurt and every one else is making it very obvious that they are not welcome to sit near them. I on the other hand am feeling for these men. I feel that we all need healing even in our most un-elegant moments we are still worthy of this gift. They feel this on me and immediately come over to my space. They all sit near me. Some of them are squishing objects that are very sacred to me. I notice this and am not happy with it but am telling myself that perhaps this is a lesson in non-attachment. One of the men is very close to my face and is making sexual comments. I am becoming very uncomfortable, but am still trying to find the light in these men. The beautiful bird man, who was the appointed shaman for the evening, stands up. His gorgeous maiden, a wonderful display of the divine feminine, stands with him. They shout out something to the extent of "OK, THE BELLIGERENT BUS HAS JUST ARRIVED. THIS IS THE LAST CALL FOR ALL THE BELLIGERENTS TO GET ON THE BUS!" All of the men quickly stand up and are talking amongst themselves....."that's us, we gotta go....." They exit the yurt and everyone is very relieved. The Bird Man and his lovely maiden come over and sit on either side of me. They both have a hand on my head and are whispering to me. They talk to me about the nature of my heart and how I do not intend to give up on anyone. Because of this beings from many places of light and and dark and in between are drawn to me for healing. They tell me that because I have an affinity for neutrality the beacon in my energetic field glows brightly. They tell me that beings are coming to me constantly. I am aware of many of them and others I can only sense through the disharmonies I pick up on in my field. I look at the bird man and he puts his forehead to mine..... "These disharmonies you feel when you are with your family ARE NOT YOU. They are aspects of your family's energies coming out, wanting to be seen so that they might be healed." I look at him and nod to him in a way that says, I know what you mean. I have felt that but wanted to take responsibility for them. After waking I lay in bed feeling how I can help my family take responsibility for their own energy...... Thank you Bird Man and the lovely maiden of light! Thank you for hearing my prayers

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