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1983
Austin Ascends

I am awake. I sit down to eat dinner with Sean and my hands start going numb. I begin feeling light headed and immediately know what is going to happen. A spirit is going to come in and they may need help. My teeth start going numb and my gums and tongue are tingling with pins and needles. I stand and silently call out to my guides. I tell them a spirit is coming and needs help crossing over. I ground my energy and ask the spirit to be gentle and not to take over entirely. My teeth start chattering and Sean comes over and leads me to our bed and sits with me. Just like before the numbness and pins and needles are spreading to different parts of my body and I begin making strange sounds. The spirit is Austin who recently took his own life on Sunday. There is a spiral of dark energy engulfing him. It is stuck to him and he is trapped, unable to reunite. He is trying to let go and needs help.... White Dragon comes in and is literally pulling Austin away from the dark energy like velcro. White Dragon is Telling him that he has the strength to do this and is feeding him love light. I ask Sean to bring me my rattle, he does. I begin sounding the rattle and am calling out to Austin to... 'let go.... you can do it.... you have this in you.... you don't need this..' My body is having intense physical reactions. Sean starts rattling with me and is so beautifully there holding space.... After a deep struggle Austin finally lets go. White Dragon tornadoes himself around the dark energy, creates an opening in the earth and shoots it down into the core. I ask the earth to compost and neutralize the energy. Austin's spirit is feeling lost like it just woke up and doesn't know where it is. Spider comes in and is cradling him in her legs. White dragon comes back and an angelic guide ... Spider is still holding him...... We all send him love..... Spider releases him White Dragon and the angelic guide fly out and up with him gently showing him the way to reunite...... They come back and we all watch Austin drift upwards. I come back into my body and Sean is there holding me and sending me a tremendous amount of love. I felt Austin through out the rest of the evening and all day today. I feel that he made it..... he found his way.......

This sort of thing has happened to me before, and I am humbled by these sweet beautiful spirits who have come to me........

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