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Heart Song

I felt the serpent energy flowing through my body. I felt it open me up from the inside out. I could feel it running through my veins and as it went it cleared any blockages it came across. I could see and feel the blockages. They looked like black lumps. As the serpent came upon them they would explode out from me in a thousand black pieces. The pieces would go to the fire that was burning in front of me and get burned up. Whatever didn't make it to the fire fed the spirit bugs who stood idly by waiting for a snack. When the serpent came upon something big that I needed to release, that part of my body would tense up. I would touch the body part and it felt like it was full of marbles. Hard and lumpy and very unnatural. It came to my throat, where I store I lot of guilt and anger and many other dark things. The whole right side of my neck twisted and contorted. I tried and tried to let go but kept dwelling. The serpent was getting frustrated and quickly darted out in front of my face. It stared at me eye to eye. It had huge golden eyes and incredible golden/green scales. It had more teeth then I could count, big long sharp ones. I was totally mesmerized by this stunning and powerful creature. It told me that if I didn't let go of these things in my throat then it was going to show me what they really looked like. I told it I didn't know how and then it started showing me pictures. I saw poison in the form of a human skull mandala that undulated in front of me. I felt darkness come over me and felt like I was losing myself in this sea of poisoned skulls. I was there in the dark for a long while still lost as to how to let go. I drew a merkaba with my finger in the air in front of my face and gave it a good spin. I felt my heart pounding the way it does when I do healings on others. I was still in the darkness of the poisoned skull mandala and totally ready to break free of it. My heart was pounding faster and faster. Then in an instant it came to me. Not to my mind but to my spirit. My spirit shined my heart energy out as bright as it could. I saw giant beams of golden white light shooting out from my heart center. The dark imagery I was previously engulfed in got blasted away by it, totally obliterated. I let go of my mind entirely and went to reside in my heart. The golden white light beams extended out infinitely in all directions and at the center of it was a beautiful merkaba! I saw a being that resembled the energy of Christ and Gandhi put together. He was glowing and smiling at me. I called out to white dragon and felt him come in. He wouldn't make himself visible but I felt him there watching over. Then a green dragon came into my sight and swam through the air around me. It twirled and twisted around and around me. I felt spider's energy, and then realized she was all over me. Little golden spiders crawling all over my body, it was almost like they were grooming me. Giving me little downloads of information as they went. All the while my merkaba heart is beaming out and the Christ-Gandhi being is there smiling. I felt amazing! So full of joy! My back felt like it needed to adjust to the new shape of my heart. I moved my shoulder blades around and spread them. I felt so much movement around my shoulders as if something was breaking free. Then..... oooohhhh my goodness, my wings came out! They were huge and hadn't moved in a long time. They were so relieved and they popped and flapped. It felt sooooooooo good to spread my wings again! I looked a the couple to my left and saw rainbow heart energy coming out of them and into each other in a figure eight formation. Wonderful! I saw others in the room struggling and not able to surrender. I sang out my heart song for them and myself and the whole world and all that reside upon it. It came out beautifully. My voice sounded like it was finally mine. I knew that there was a lot of darkness that had been fed to the fire by myself and the others. I decided to feed it some merkabas. I drew them out in the air and pushed them towards the embers..........

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