I'm lucid. Instead of changing the dream I allow it to unfold. I am apart of an undulating grid/web field that is folding in on itself and has no end and no beginning. The general shape of the grid/web reminds me of a Klein Bottle shape. The lines of the web are bright purple. I have no body in the dream and instead am feeling myself as consciousness in the field. However, I am aware that I do have a body that is sleeping in my bed. When I think of my body laying there I realize that it is hovering within this grid as well as dwelling in my room. So I am now seeing myself from three points of view at the same time: 1) Within the dream dimension as pure consciousness without physical form as a unified part of the grid/web 2) My sleeping body hovering within the grid/web 3) My sleeping body within my bedroom and no grid/web. This is completely awe inspiring. I truly feel like I am experiencing the fabric of space-time and consciously seeing myself existing in several dimensions at once. I feel these things quite often in my life, but this was the most literal translation of the feeling into a tangible sight I have ever experienced. It was so beautiful I almost couldn't take it. I felt myself almost wake up and pulled myself back into the dream. I really wanted to study the experience I was having.
Observing the web I start to see cause and effect illustrating itself. I'm seeing karma in an almost mathematical way. I can see the pathways of an act or outputs of energy flowing through the web, each output travels at a different rate through the field and eventually after traveling through all the curves of space-time loops back around to the source of the act. A truly amazing sight! Earlier in the evening, in my waking life, I was disappointed with myself for acting selfish. Within my dream I was able to see the energetic path of my selfish act and how it was effecting the web. This immediately brought up feelings of guilt. I tried to pump some positively charged energy into the grid in an attempt to neutralize my selfish act. As I did this I wondered who the weaver of this web was. In my waking life I do shamanic extraction and soul retrieval healing work with others. In this work I have the aid of many guides. One of my guides is Spider. So within this dream I naturally come to the conclusion that the weaver of this web has to be spider. I know that Spider is going to emerge from the web and show herself as master weaver. As I hold space and anticipate her arrival I get frightened because she might be angry with me and my selfish act (Spider can be very scary when you show her fear). I know I have fear running through me and don't want to see her in that state so as soon as I feel her crawling up from the depths of her master web I wake myself up. I lay there disappointed in myself. I wish I could have stayed in the dream and remembered that Spider also has much compassion. I feel that she was going to show me something incredible if I could have only stayed with it. On the other hand, I do feel that I felt her medicine very strongly throughout the rest of the evening. This was a super potent dream for me and I am so grateful for the experience I will painting it soon ......... Thank you for reading!