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Totemic Healings from Dark Nights

A lot of heavy energy has been around and in my home lately. I have been consciously moving out old patterns that no longer serve me. Realizing how I have let so many energies into my space, (home, energetic field, and body), that have been completely draining for me. Realizing that I do not have to sacrifice myself and my energy to be someone's friend or extend help. I am finally coming into the awareness that love does not mean self sacrifice. Yes, some sacrifices may come up, but that is not the core of love. So I have been cutting lots of cords, calling my power back in, and offering many old ways of being to the Earth for transformation and compost. I used to have an idea that I had to be open to all and took that as meaning I had to allow who and whatever wanted to come into my space full access. I am cutting through my dishonesty with self and waking to the truth that I do not yet have the tools to allow who and whatever in and not be drained or feel toxicity. I do my best to empty out energies and fill up with golden light but it has not been enough lately. So I am learning how to stand firm and not give my power away.
Through this process I have been having many dreams of World War II. I had a really intense dream of living in a concentration camp and Hitler personally seeing that I was executed. He had his soldiers tie me up very tightly and then he put black widows in my hands and on my arms and over my heart. I felt every bite so vividly. It was so painful. I could feel the poison spread through me and I passed slowly. When I finally did die from the poison I was then in spirit form hovering over Hitler as an energetic spy. Reporting to Source his activities and whereabouts. I then had two more dreams of living in concentration camps. Very intense dreams. I have had feelings of them representing a past life. Also feeling them closely connected to the energies I have been dealing with and moving out.
Many Healings have been happening in the mix of all this. I have had four healings in the physical from darling friends to help move out some really dark energy that was thrown my way last week. Durring these healings much Dragon medicine has been coming through. I have also been receiving healings in the astral through meditation and dreams. Again the Dragon energies are coming through as well as Deer, Owl, Eagle, Vulture, Lynx, and Wolf. Gold, Silver, Purple, and White Dragon medicine has been so gorgeous to work with. I haven't worked the Dragons in a few months and it has been so refreshing to see them again. They are coming through as master Guardians. Creating rings of protection around me. Helping me to see my strength and grace again. Deer has been so sweet with me. Glowing white as doe, fawn, and buck. Removing shards from my back. Licking me from head to toe. Teaching me pace with my space and how to have better discernment and judgement. Owl and Eagle have been lending their site, while vulture is picking me clean. Silver Lynx reminds me of my knowingness and the validity it carries. White wolf licks my wounds and silently stands guard. Always there. Gratitude pours through me.

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