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The Crystalline Matrix of Reality Speaks

Earlier in the evening there was a tremendous awakening of the genuine heart of sadness. Feeling the sacrifice of the beings and energies that humanity has mutated into disease, addiction, war, and rape. Feeling the sacrifice that these energies have made to show us the mirror of that which needs to be healed. The mirror of illusion. Ho'oponopono. They have chosen to sacrifice their own happiness to be light workers that are shrouded in dark. An admirable and unimaginable sacrifice. I cried and cried, that humanity still needs these energies to show us these faces to help us remember how to wake. I cried for these energies disease, addiction, war, rape and others. I wish they did not have to sacrifice themselves and feel the suffering of humanity for our sake. I honor them I honor them deeply. There came a point in the eve where I wanted out. I did not want to be apart of a race that needed these spirits/energies to be so tormented by humanities own hatred just to show us the reflection we need to wake. I felt for them so so so strongly.
Later that night within the dream realm, I was a spec in the undulating great web of the Flower of Life. A multi-dimensional undulating Flower of Life sea. The Crystalline Matrix of Reality. The spec that was me still had the energy I was feeling so intensely earlier in the eve. Then a great voice came through the web. And the consciousness of the Flower of Life spoke, "You cannot leave this race yet. In this life, it is your sacrifice, that you have chosen to be able to see with Eagle Perspective. To see the bigger picture of suffering. To walk with deep compassion. To be an Allie to All." A huge sense of relief came over me. A sense of play. Within this choice the tone does not have to stay so serious. It is all a beautiful illusion. A concept I have been aware of for many years but never have I felt with such tangibility. Never have I felt it vibrate through all my cells with such potency. The suffering is the most playful skillful teacher in the existence that I know. A Master Illusionist and simultaneously a Master of revealing true Reality. MAESTRO. With a big ol' poking stick! Poking us with the most uncomfortable suffering until we wake. PLAY. This beautiful life illusion is PLAY. No need to get so personally attached to any sort of story of suffering. Just honor it for its ability to open your eye of awareness. I enjoyed my spec reality within the Flower of Life for a few moments more before waking.

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