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Alien Squids in the Primordial Ooze

Lately I have been having to clear out my field soooooo much. Many beings and entities are attracted. I have many practices of putting up protection in my field, but so so so many beings are coming around that my protection barriers aren't able to keep up. It has been a wild ride. In my dream last night a rather belligerent entity is coming after me. I am with a dear sweet friend and we are running from it. I keep trying to calm the entity, its not working. But I'm not trying very hard. Its seems that my spirit is tired of constantly having to fend things off. Many teachers have told me about the nature of my energy and how it attracts many many beings from all of sides of the energetic spectrum. This has been happening my whole life.... teachers have also told me that maybe I am TOO open. This idea is hard for me to wrap my head around sometimes. How can one be too open? I am me and it is not in my nature to close things off. Learning how to work with this openess has been a long and winding road which I am still traveling. So any way, in the dream I keep trying to confront this entity but don't have the strength to stand strong and feed it love so it can transform and move on. I feel that I may be consumed by it because I am feeling weak. I am looking for an out. A warehouse type building appears in the distance and my friend and I take off for it. We enter through a large metal door and are standing on a platform over looking an infinite sea of primordial ooze. It is hues of deep reds and earthy browns with pearlescent veins of black and white. It almost looks bloody but it is much more viscous. It is churning and swimming with itself. Beautiful undulating patterns are emerging from it. It is THE birthing ground of all life. My friend and I look at one another and jump in. The entity is just outside the door. We hit the waters and have instantly changed form. We are now beautiful alien squid creatures. our skin is translucent shades of bright green and turquoise. We are electric. We have many many tentacles with gorgeous leaf like feathery adornment on the ends of each tentacle..... There are what look like rhombus shaped seed pods at the very tips. We are gliding through the ooze and it is a very sensual dance. The entity enters the space and I look back at him. I do not want to encounter him. I look at my dear, dear squid friend who I love with all of my being and telepathically tell him that I am must surrender to the primordial. It is the only way for me to serve the highest good of all...... to let go... to fully surrender.... let go of physicality and become unity. He looks at me like NO!!! DON'T GO!!! I have to though, I have to surrender to the cosmic soup merge with it, become one with it otherwise I will be consumed by this entity. I give him one last everlasting loving look and jump up out of the waters and dive back in. As I do so I feel myself dissolving into tiny particles merging completely with the birthing ground. For a moment I am in my friends beautiful squid body with him looking at me as a dive. We watch as the last beautiful tentacle glides into the waters. I feel my friend's sadness and hear his goodbyes....... I give him all the love I have to offer and then I am gone.... I am all around..... everywhere.....

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