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1st Float Tank Experience

I've been trying to find a float tank for 2 years and finally found one in my hometown of Vancouver Canada.

Quick video if you haven't heard about floating.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KeqmKwsvM58

(In the two years before this experience I've tried sitting alone in my bathtub for as long as I could in silence. First time I lasted 25 minutes and the second I lasted 45 before I started making noises with the water.)

Feeling very nervous and excited I walked off the SeaBus that took me to North Vancouver and followed my iPhone's directions to the float place. Rang the buzzer on the apartment building. Met the dude. (cool guy) and went upstairs into his apartment.

He walked me into the master bedroom which was all done up for the floating experience. Cool zen artwork and fresh towels for my float. He gave me the run down and told me how it all works. Then he closed the door and left me. I showered and got into the tank. Closed the door and lay there.

No sound.

No light.

Just blackness.

I spent the first 40 minutes trying to adjust and get comfortable. Even though I was suspended in the water perfectly It was a sensation that was completely new and my mind kept trying to figure out how to get comfortable. My mind was running wild. I kept thinking and comtemplating everything. Was I safe? Did I know what I was doing? Are you going to drown? I became clausterphobic which Im not normally and I felt like I needed to get out. It became so urgent and I felt like I needed to just take a quick break now cuz I was starting to freak out. Then another part of me spoke up and said, "You waited two years to do this and you are going to ruin it by taking a break? You are staying in this tank and that's final." So then my mind cycled through it's safety percautions one more time and I answered each with a calm and focused answer. I am okay and I know what Im doing.

Just like computer turning off and hearing the hard drive slowing down, my mind shut off. Just like that. Poof. My mind turned off.

My legs started to melt away into the water and then my hands and then the next thing I know I am floating above the tank talking with three other "entities" and we are in mid discussion about what to work on in this short period of time. The conversation was mainly between myself and a female "entity" and we were talking about different options when I suddenly had a thought. "Who are we talking about working on?"

I snapped awake in the tank. Breathing hard and very excited. The thought of being in two places at once conflicted and I instantly shot back into my body. I lay there breathing hard.

I thought to myself I need to go back there. I need to go back.

So I slowed my breathing and kept reminding myself to relax.

Relax.....

Back I went. This time though it was nothing like before. I became the oneness of everything. Which sounds cliche and hippy but I really became love and everything all at once. It was magnificent and so extremely sacred and powerful I was unable to objectify the experience. Once I tried to understand how I could be everything the experience of oneness became too much. I woke again breathing so hard and crying tears of joy and bliss. I could be all or one individual but not both at the same time.

It was the most magnificent thing I have ever experienced.

I lay there for another 5-10 minutes digesting what had happened and then the knock on the side came and I knocked back to let him know I was awake and would get out now.

I heard the door to the bedroom close and I got out. Showered. And the left.

I sat on the water front in a park and soaked up the sun in absolute gratitude for life and it's beauty.

Two Thumbs Up.

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