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Grizzly Bear Gateway

March 18, 2011

My friend Mary Fries is talking about her butt ( bottom ) and how it is a "big-little butt".*

Then I am walking in the wilderness near ocean cliffs. I come to a trail that goes up toward a mountain forest, and there is a small gateway ( like a Chinese gateway ) between me and the upper trail. When I look thru the gateway up the trail, I see a man walking with a yellow wheel borrow walking up the path. The situation becomes something like a video game, and I get this sense of volition to somehow 'capture' the man with the wheel borrow--like one would capture a object of incentive in a video game. So I move up the path to intercept the man. Once I pass thru the gate, tho, a grizzly bear emerges from the darkness of the forest ahead, and is aggressively running toward me. I retract back down the path, back thru the gateway, and the bear follows. Once the bear meets with me, he attacks. Again, I respond as if in a video game, even like I am controlling my movement with a joystick, and move backward further down the trail. The bear follows me, tho my speed is faster than his, so I have an advantage, and am taking on "no damage". Somehow, at the bottom of the hill (we are now somewhat close to ocean cliffs), I trick the bear into receiving a gentle gesture I make to him, and he begins to relax, and lays down on his side. The bear is still trying to be aggressive toward me, showing it's teeth, and yet he is simultaneously relaxed and softening. I play with the bear like I would with a pet dog : being somewhat aggressive myself, pushing his fuzzy nose and such, and yet doing it with a mix of gentleness and loving response. The bear likes all of this, and we continue with this type of "play" for sometime.

Then I see some type of strange bug, that also seemed to have come from the same dark forest. The bug looks like a cross between a spider and a water skipping, with 4 or 6 legs. Someone tells me the name of the bug, and as I examine the different segment parts of it's legs, someone tells me the names of these segment parts too. I see 3 or 4 of these bugs captured in plastic bags.

Then I am in a location with some family: my father, my mother, and a few aunts, and perhaps my grandmother. We are all gathered sitting in chairs in a group together. My father is very very very old, and it is apparent that he is on the verge of death. I am sitting to his left and hugging him from he side, and I am crying a lot. It seems that he may die at any moment, so I am being fully present with the reality of this ... and I am crying a lot.

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