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Using dark forces for the betterment of mankind

In the dark, In the middle of my dance, I saw translucent arms waving to the side of my body as if they were my own. I immediately shifted my movements to match that of the arms I just saw to my side. I was swirling my arms around me and rotating my torso in a fluid movement to match the move that I had just seen. Then, In my vision, I saw a luminous figure doing the same, with red and blue swirls of energy tracing the arms of the light body silhouette I was watching. It was mimicking my movements. 
I continued to move in varying patterns and motions, now choosing to focus my intent , the mana I was building, onto specific goals of mine. I wanted to channel the magic into me getting hired for a good job. Naturally, a satanic spirit manifested. I started to breathe rhythmically out through my mouth. Eyes closed, pentagrams flew out through my mouth. They grew larger as they flew away and then dissapated...like smoke rings :) Through the sound of my voice, (with my second attention) I heard a demonic sounding voice chant the words "harass them!" . Obviously an aggressive energy...AND ONE THAT I WILL put to use when looking for a job! =D. But the thing is...I don't want to harass them too much..you know..I want to do it just enough to let them know I'm determined and persistent. So when I felt the energy that I was channeling get a little TOO aggressive, I knew because it was marked by a shift in my vision- the spiked pentagram I was seeing turned red and the tips lit up in flames. I could have continued GOInG with the energy ...and enjoyed the pretty flames;and the pleasant+alluring call of rage...but instead I toned the energy down, and worked to balance it. I immediately saw a sparkling white light appear and then grow and morph until the moment that I felt that the energy was balanced. The white light had become the shape of a stripe out of the yin yang symbol. It sparked brighter and then fell to fades like a firework. 

This is putting dark energy to use. I want to help awaken and heal the world and a job will help me do that.
. Eskimo kisses won't give me the drive to go up against some of the challenges I go up against... Nuh uh.. I need to harness good ol' anger . Beastly rage. Do it!

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