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Mystical Scuba Adventure

Im stoned, riding an upward spiral, rolling waves of bliss today. Feeling very illuminated, I walk into the kitchen for a drink of some cold, charged water. Refreshing my soul, beathing deeply and slowly into the mug, I close my eyes and get the sensation of my very essence dissolving and dissipating similar to a cloud... like the droplets of my soul start to fly away in every which direction, while quickly gaining speed. The sensation of heavy pressure and the feeling of electro-magnetic heat are imminent. A very subtle, yet expansive vision of an Old School Scuba Helmet appears for a hot moment. The sound of my breath also sounds like it would through an underwater oxygen mask. The vision and sound warp disappear quickly, but leave me curious enough to look into it. The experience of scuba diving deep under the ocean instantly returns and starts intensifying. Some fleeting fear arises but the power of my ascent was no match for intimidation. I see the meaning behind the scuba theme. The scuba diver archetype was presenting itself to me in an attempt to unify with me. I had a memory flash of some recent occurrences. Lately I have been experiencing divine moments of rapture wherein intense feelings of joy and freedom are: coupled with, and sometimes overruled by fear, and even some doubt that I will safely be able to handle all of the Kundalini that I have already opened myself up to. The 'hot flashes' are getting more and more intense as I raise my vibration... and its been making me a bit nervous at times, although I know that these side effects are completely normal. I interpret the appearance of the scuba diver as God's way of showing me how to deal with such moments.

In this powerful moment, I could relate to how a scuba diver must feel... submerged in deep space. It could be healing and beautiful, unless you started to panic... then the experience would be horrific. If I am a wise diver of dimensions, then I will accept that I have already jumped off the boat- I might as well enjoy the ride , because regardless if something goes wrong, like the cord getting broken, or a shark attacking me, I would be totally helpless. So why suffer because of it? True harmony is found within the helmet, not dependent upon the conditions in the water.

I dive deeply into the moment, deciding to use the water coming into my mouth as the tantric focal point of my meditation. I knew that by feeding into the imaginatory scuba situation, that I would strengthen my ability to stay in the calm during those deep dives.

I had a vision of an ant hill, the type that is a big mound on top of the ground, with ants crawling into it. I instantly knew its meaning. Its not that I was interpreting the vision, but rather, the vision was partnered with the knowing of what spirit was suggesting by showing me this anthill. I followed the guidance and tipped my head up high, so that gravity was pulling the liquid contents of the mug down onto my throat. I opened my mouth as wide as I could, letting as much water in as possible while still keeping my throat closed so I wouldnt inhale any water. My lips were like the anthill, sticking up in the air, while the water reflected the ants that were pushing their way down into the hill. The pressure of the water pushing on my throat, nearly making its way into my lungs, was uncomfortable enough to build tantric momentum. I was directing that energy into the production of scuba bravery. I was finding solace in the underwater depths of my consciousness as the fear coarsely subsided. I was building the courage it took to match all of the brave individuals who have plunged into the Atlantic in the pursuit of grandiosity. I payed honor to them.

Things started to get a little TOO uncomfortable, so I swallowed the water and put the mug down. Panda appeared just as I came back into my body, reminding me that it was okay to do that now...for the sake of comfort and self nurturement. I was satisfied with the brief but pivotal moment.

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