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Merging: Demons and Allies

I was in the kitchen, eating a cup of chia+honey+garlic , as instructed by spirit. I slowly eat the mixture with my eyes closed, surrendering to the nourishment, as the fairy of Miss Cannabis urged me to. I opened my eyes, and in the honey jar on the counter, I saw the life-like reflection of a gorgeous, mature looking brown haired woman. I knew that I was getting in touch with my “Lower Self” as described by Melchizedek in the Ancient Secrets of the Flower of Life. The lower, mother aspect to your consciousness, as opposed to the “Higher Self” which is the fatherly aspect. Which relates to the shamanic view of father sky and mother earth. I was seeing specifically the ways that I could nurture myself more. I took another sip from the cup and saw a small image of a Scholar’s profile. I focused in on the scholar, and zoomed into the image. A purple glow now emanated around him. I felt such a light, smoothe vibration in the crown of my head. It was a sign that I am graduating through grades of knowledge in the school of life, as my crown chakra is opening. It is an opportunity to explore further into the ancient wisdom that is open for grabs to us all. I also saw the spirit as a token of an achievement. I felt very pleased by the merge that I held as I stared out the kitchen window. Suddenly, I saw an image of the Daredevil spirit appear in the plant’s vine, right next to the scholar. I shifted my focus to the Daredevil, and the scholar quickly disappeared. Suddenly the look on my face changed , and I felt like a total badass. The intensity grew, until I lost balance- an image of the evil devil, satan, appeared next to the superhero. My gaze was getting pulled in that direction. The cool superhero feeling and face started to gain a quality of egoic supremacy and slander. I withdrew my action, and returned to my center. The spirits went blurry, and then a cow appeared in the window vine. I felt into cow…I felt solid and secure. The cow image started to turn into an evil horned creature, similar to a bull, that I recognize from a videogame. A mysterious demon that I have been seeing for months and months. All I knew was that it was a RED attribute, because of its color and “burning” feeling to go along with it. Finally I saw the connection. As I sank into the creature, I saw the possibility for stubbornness, (caused by being nervous, spirit now tell me). The cow would be the positive aspect of this energy, the demon being the negative
This happens often, where I am led through a succession of merges, all with different messages and meanings. In the past they have sometimes come at me so fast that I get overwhelmed trying to keep up with the continuous flow, trying to dive in to each doorway that presents itself, eager to see how much experience I can collect, and excited to unfold the plot. I am learning to not place so much attention and analyzation on the visions, and to be mindful of my center, allowing my intuition, or inner knowning to guide me through which frequencies feel good to me, and for how long, because as you can see, the journeys can quickly lead to confusion and me feeding demons.

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