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I am standing in the middle of a

I am standing in the middle of a field at a music festival in Oregon. It is the middle of the night and PsyTrance is blasting out into the receptive air. My eyes feel heavy from a long day in the sun, but the music is so loud and intense (and near my tent) that sleep is out of the question for the moment. As I stagger before the sound system, I become aware of a hex grid created by the performer, the two speaker stacks, and several light/laser structures behind me. I am at the center of this space.

There is little to look at, and because I am so tired I let my eyelids slide shut. Without photons to distract my vision, I become aware of a star tetrahedron spinning wildly upon every axis. It consists of a simple orangey-gold outline, but each plane/face is clear and reveals the void-space in/around it. I realize that I am actually standing on/in this object, and am near one of the vertices. I can feel the momentum as I change directions, being whipped wildly around as each tetrahedron rotates at unprecedented speed. It is almost nauseating.

As I begin to focus, I realize that I can control the extent to which this object moves me. In fact, I can move myself further in and out of this object. The more still my mind, the closer to the center I move and the less queasy it makes me. The task of centering myself within this form is challenging, as it's bright orange skeleton is distracting while it races in all directions around me. It takes about an hour of dedicated concentration to master the task.

As I finally come to understand the dynamics of this experience, I reach the epicenter of my mind's eye and this spinning star. My eyelids are instantaneously and involuntarily peeled back. What was previously a stage for performers was now a large rectangular holographic video screen. There was an alien creature before me in this hologram. His form was difficult to perceive as he was clouded by bright white light. He began to speak to me. He said that this so-called "psytrance" that I was hearing was a metaphor, that in fact *THE* psytrance goes much deeper than any of us know, that actions predetermined and designed by his people. We are plagued by an illusion of conscious action in our dimension, and this is the true psychological trance, or psytrance. He reveals that it is an experiment designed for us and us alone. While this fateful prison makes my heart sink at first, he senses my fear and reassures me that there is a release from this trance. By transcending all that I THINK i know, and releasing any credibility for my actions, I can allow the great will to flow through me, unrestricted. In doing so I will achieve greater power than I could conceive, and my body can become a vessel of genuine influence. At that moment my actions will, indeed, matter.

Then he was gone. Without the glow of the hologram, the darkness of night settled in around me.

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