When I get sick now that I am older and turning 21 in April of this year, my experiences of sensing people's emotions are becoming fairly stronger to pick up. Even as I am falling asleep now or just dozing off, I can feel something watching me clearly. It feels like a comforting male presence nothing I should worry about right? Well, right now as I type he's watching. I don't see him with my normal human sight, but with a help of my power animal the snake, she's been showing me this male presence.
He hasn't been a bother, after all he did help me go to the bathroom this morning as I was choking on my own vomit. I barely remember walking to the bathroom, but I woke up in my bathroom over a toilet filled with vomit. For right now, I only see him as a mental image; therefore, I know he's there physically I just can't see him with my own eyes. It's strange to explain to someone who's a complete stranger, hopefully there are people who has the same abilities as I do.
And when I get headaches from my illness it makes me scared because I want to be alert than to be weak and helpless. As from going to school it's getting stressful as I can't afford buying the books for my Creative Writing class. Addition to stress this male presence seems to be only here to make sure I am okay. I never ask him why.
Needless to say he never talks to me as if he doesn't want me to know that he's there. He's a calming presence and comforting, although he reminds me of Robert Englund when he was younger and in college; very youthful and probably in his early twenties like myself. Strangely he appeared right after I arrived in San Francisco for my grandpa's federal last week. He first appeared when I was waking up for a glass of water; it was as if he was waiting for me. Though this he's been talkative since I went back home in Spokane, WA. He's not like saying "worship Satan" and other bullshit sayings. He's actually to himself or just very introverted. He prefers orange juice at night, which I still don't understand.
In fact I never asked why? Why does he have to drink orange juice every night?
Well, I don't want to sound like a total weirdo. He just told that it was "good for him and myself". I guess it's because I'm sick. I'm not going to lie, it actually works better than NiteQuil and some of other shit I had in the past. And to be clear this is really happening because I'm medicated for 40milligrams of anti-depressant plus a booster to amp the medication even further.
So I am not crazy. I am actually aware of his presence. Right now my power animal which is a green tree python is slithering down from my desk.
Well, that was weird.
She went to my room and went to sleep, oh well. I'll catch up to her later. For right now, I don't know who this presence is, so if anyone reads this. Please leave a comment of advice and maybe an open window to see who this male presence is.
----Thank you, Anna Anderson aka E-S-Fallen.