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One Voice, Two Rose Petals, and 3 in the Morning

I feel a little bit better than two days ago, although hopefully I'll be fine tomorrow; however, I learned over the years that NiteQuil doesn't put me to sleep. It's a damn caffeine pill for my system! I mean WTF?! I want sleep not stay up for another 12 hours! So last night I finally fell asleep to Joel Zimmerman talking on USTREM LIVE last night; surprisingly it was very comforting.
As he spoke about how crappy the world was especially about the SOPA and some other shit. It was actually meaningful to hear him talk. As I began to doze off, I felt a hand and then a weight of someone hugging me. Then the scent of a lit cigarette flared into my nose intensely. I knew something was with me as an imagine of myself back at the federal; as we were putting my Grandpa Dario into his tomb. Two red rose petals, staying together appeared suddenly at my feet.
I watched myself picking them up and in awe I watched myself touching these two ordinary rose petals as a worry stone. I just remembered in that moment these two rose petals were telling me: "You're not alone, someone is already looking for you."
When the hymn of Joel's song as his alter ego "deadmau5" played Right This Second. I felt more than comfort I was floating into a state of trance. I remembered looking up to see beautiful lights playfully gliding over my head as suddenly a swarm of people appeared dancing to the song. My head felt numb as my mind told me to move forward to a staircase, which took me to an exclusive room for what appeared to be for the VIP. The song by then grew stronger, making me move forward further to a railing only to see the iconic mouse head of "deadmau5".
Slowly I could feel myself walking down those stairs again, only to see Joel in his mouse head still; however, when he removed it. He was crying and wishing he wasn't so lonely. He began wishing to be dead, I remembered so vividly that I wiped those tears away.
I woke up to myself crying and then noticing the sun raise before me. It was another morning here in Spokane, WA. I sighed as I realized that Joel's USTEAM was offline and so I turned off my Safari and went downstairs to grab a notebook and re-write "The Butterfly House". Which it got myself questioning the meaning of "The Butterfly House".
What is or where is this Butterfly House? Why did I titled it "The Butterfly House" in the first place?

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