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Eye Surgery: Emergence of a new Self

This is a brief interaction I had on the lucid level of dreaming right before I entered an even deeper level of parallel incarnation experience. =)

I was on a ship in a reclining chair much like the ones that they would have at the dentist office. I assume it was a Gray ship since those are the only beings I saw while being there. Hybrid mothers and other "abductees" describe pain during a lot of operations and procedures while on ships but I have never felt true pain from anything while being on one. I have felt soreness and tenderness afterwards upon awakening but it is always a mild, dull pain that is easily managed. I felt no pain this time as well although I do remember being energetically pushed to certain limits. The Gray's had me lie back in the chair as they used a variety of tools to begin "loosening" my eyeballs from their sockets! They did one at a time and it took maybe half an hour for each one from my perspective. They ran their tools around the rim of my eyes and then began digging and probing with their fingers to "pull it out." At last they succeeded with the first one and it was the funniest sensation to have my vision being "pulled out of me." With my eye still attached to my optic nerve I was still able to see. In a gesture of complete quirkiness and spontaneity, the turned my eye back towards myself! At the same time I was looking out with my other eye at them -which had been loosened but not pulled out- and then with the other eye held in the hand of the leading Gray surgeon I was looking back at myself. It felt strangely familiar but almost psychedelic at the same time. After a few moments the surgeon severed the optic nerve from my eye and put it into a tray by his side. I remember the optic nerve dangling from the socket where my eye used to be and it suddenly turned into a vine with leaves coming out of it! I could still see although I wasn't sure how yet. My other eye was severed from its nerve more quickly. If a Gray can smile then that surgeon definitely did when he was finished and admiring his handiwork. They could tell that I didn't fully understand what was happening yet so one of his younger assistants brought a mirror forward to me. I gazed into it and I saw that I was not eye-less! I had a set of eyes that had been completely hidden by the human ones I had before! They were greyish-blue and the color slowly got brighter over the next few minutes. Human eyeballs are round-ish when they are pulled out of the socket but these eyes are flatter when looked at from a 3d perspective. They look sort of like a football that is flatter (in 3d). These eyes were even bigger than my human ones already are! They were only slightly bigger but the difference was obvious. The eyes were more alien too. They were huge but the pupils were much larger than human ones are meaning I had less white around my eye and they looked much more hybrid-ish. They almost reminded me of the eyes of a baby that was born recently without a nose except more feminine on me and much larger. My lower eyelid skin felt and looked a little loose and saggy since it had recently housed a rounder eye but they put some sort of cream on it and it began tightening up immediately. I felt this layer of me falling away as I was given a glimpse to a new nature and a new adoption of self. From there the dream cut out and I landed on a beach-like place in a parallel incarnation. When I woke up on earth a couple of hours later, my eyes were a teeny bit sore but hardly noticeable. I have never been one that is timid or fearful but I felt this whole new layer of inhibition releasing from me. Even my longboarding has benefited from it and I have topped 60 mph! I have always been a guinea pig for "cosmetic surgery" with the e.t.s and I love my role in that part of the program.

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