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Ego death by 1000 hits of Acid

I dreamed that I had 2 days to live because my parents had put a hit out on my life (my biological parents, not the step parents). The order was for me to die by psychotic break due to acid overdose. I had a boyfriend that was boisterous (course, noisily turbulant, expressive of exuberance), and almost bipolar. He was Asian and reminds me of a friend I had in middle school that I felt like I could never quite understand.

In the dream I went to sleep after a day of hanging out with friends in a large room and got up the next morning feeling rested. I got up around 9am and sat at the foot of a bed leaned up against a hope chest, reading a book in my pajamas. My boyfriend came up behind me and tried to hug or kiss me. I sort of shrugged him off, thinking that I would flirt with him by doing so playfully. Then, I wondered if my bold refusal would constitute going too far and would aggravate him. I was aware he had a yet bolder temper, and didn't want to see the scene go in that direction.

Near the instant of my pondering my fate, someone with dark brown hair, about 5'10", with glasses, jeans, and a white t-shirt came up to me and pressed a tab of acid dripping with still more acid on to the skin of my back. I said "please" pleading with him in a strange slow motion as I futilely attempted to dodge the possibly fatal dosing. Essentially, the dose I had been given was meant to be 1000 hits. It was speculated that my persona may likely never return from such a dose, and I would be a permanently fried sort of shell version of myself.

I believe I got about 3 hours into my trip before waking up. I woke up because I was bored of the dream, I remember thinking. Oddly, perhaps I became lucid and don't explicitly remember waking up. I rememember"coming up" with a persistent sense of a possibly heavy future, but not particularly scared. I was keeping an open mind to the possibility that I might come out the other side of the trip only improved and not at all messed with. I don't remember freaking out very much after the initial shock of being hit with the dose. I am guessing that I woke up within the dream and forced myself awake. I know that I tripped long enough to feel a sense of relief and triumph, as though I saw it as a strong possibility that I would be just fine. This brought an extra smile to my face.

Note added 11/5/10: Every time I look at the basic info of this dream, I have a strong memory/deja vu of seeing the same icon and title of dream in someone else's profile here on Dreamcatcher. I remember admiring the seemingly profound nature of the title and image of the dream, and hoping I got to produce such cool experiences in the future. I scratch my head now as I don't see someone else's profile with this dream title & image...

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