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Love as a Father

oh what a great joy it is to be a father, to know that, that little being is a piece of you, an extension of your life, you get to teach it everything you know, while they grow and learn even more.

btw i dont have a child.

i awaken in an apartment, and im in my living room, theres a huge playspace for my little girl, shes old enough to run around by herself, idk id say around 3 years of age. i came home, and she comes running to the gates of her playland, shes so excited to see me, thats just one emotion of love, like wow... she couldnt wait to see me. so i picked her up over the gates and she has to use the restroom, so we try walking her to it, but she dosnt make it... a slite disapointment, but i told her it was ok, for some reason i was very depressed as a person, as if, the mother wasnt there, or i had to work so much i was missing her whole life. any ways, the accident thing is cute, its not bad or ugly or gross or anything liek that. so i change her, which i dont clearly rmemeber, but i then walked outside to throw away the trash, it was dark outside, clearly a poor naborhood.

the love for her placed somethign in my heart i will never forget, and to live with out her, but with her love. is something i will not take forgranted, it is a reliefe to know i dont have a child yet, but when i do... amazing.

pure joy and love.

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