Crabshells
Crabshells
half
someone
morphed
throw
workout
embarrassed
walked
away
room
line
coil
hadn’t
agreed
crabshells
hurried
locker
In a small maritime village seaport, my mentors
In a small maritime village seaport, my mentors
machinery
seaport
mentors
houses
yes
water
village
filled
things
woman
small
pilot
traveling
maritime
leave
asked
I’m back in the Navy. The ship
I’m back in the Navy. The ship
navy
movement
towel
snorkel
ship
missed
new
couldn’t
i’m
uniform
find
ship’s
clothes
england
locker
found
There’s a chef… banquets. Cooking a big
There’s a chef… banquets. Cooking a big
big
embassy
chef
banquets
meal
fund
dalai
something
japanese
cooking
there’s
raiser
lama
Back in the military and I got
Back in the military and I got
wwii
back
military
chanting
manuals
together
scattering
shoot
tibetan
fatiha
prostrations
going
afraid
studying
couldn’t
supposed
I was with a friend and we
I was with a friend and we
him
school
sand
one
lot
house
charles
ed’s
friend
high
river
small
beach
anymore
years
wasn’t
Back in the military with the squadron,
Back in the military with the squadron,
we’re
back
everything
squadron
staying
hotel
complaining
stripped
longer
military
sort
left
va-xx
like
they
great
Mom and I were going to have
Mom and I were going to have
center
congealed
mom
making
small
desert
it
cream
kind
threw
poop
ice
pint
balls
We had a process work first community
We had a process work first community
understand
anger
done
arny
paint
didn’t
xxx’s
disappointed
i’d
afraid
hadn’t
and
process
job
community
work
On a dock working with crusty old
On a dock working with crusty old
short
gates
dock
seal
working
things
ends
stainless
lions
sharp
snipping
port
floats
crusty
night
shipwright
I was looking through a magazine and
I was looking through a magazine and
buying
barrel
oak
fermented
makers
boiled
flamed
whisky
magazine
carbon
mash
allowed
company
building
fill
making
girlfriend was teaching me how to
girlfriend was teaching me how to
huge
wasn’t
visualize
signals
work
girlfriend
teaching
charged
headlights
barn
them
things
gate
drove
bull
horses
I was driving and noticed a helicopter
I was driving and noticed a helicopter
i'm
things
boss
helicopter
updated
skipper
judge
bulldozer
rig
then
trash
crew
yacht
noticed
oil
black
I was at a university and meeting
I was at a university and meeting
students
bluff
great
university
wild
overgrown
intelligence
phd
artificial
meeting
person
snobby
applying
honest
this
faculty
Wild wild dream. There was this huge
Wild wild dream. There was this huge
underground
super
maps
bar
bypass
working
locals
wild
planning
dollars
all
tunnel
huge
city
work
billion
Pulled over on the side of the
Pulled over on the side of the
furious
command
clean
wound
rigging
they’d
pulled
and
oil
hook
kill
things
judge
calling
talked
watch
I left a max seminar somewhere. I
I left a max seminar somewhere. I
somewhere
she’s
seminar
friend
left
that’s
crying
xxx
couldn’t
max
mentor
painful
hard
her
he’s
girl
Driving old beat up chevy Impala with
Driving old beat up chevy Impala with
chevy
thought
die
missed
beat
ankle
broken
drove
sprain
cliff
friend
earlier
fine
part
apologized
impala
“Authority” is a locomotive of a work
“Authority” is a locomotive of a work
til
stability
how
notice
support
work
conflict
pulling
oriented—even
practitioners
authority
write
locomotive
process
power
totally
In a cabin. Someone’s home. Pitch black.
In a cabin. Someone’s home. Pitch black.
breakfast
storing
roles
great
cabin
home
tear
others
loose
someone’s
something
owner
black
pitch
bag
turkey
I had this girl friend I was
I had this girl friend I was
wooden
boat
girl
hooked
water
waterfall
parents
walkway
married
powerboat
dangerous
her
friend
cable
didn’t
fell
On a tug boat. Short, stout, really
On a tug boat. Short, stout, really
skipper
on
wide
boat
stowed
clean
tug
super
stout
short
neat
didn’t
Graduating AOCS with Sgt xxx and everybody.
Graduating AOCS with Sgt xxx and everybody.
steve
didn’t
guys
shot
devil
graduating
sgt
left
call
tasmanian
initiated
picture
everybody
excited
xxx
aocs
I saw a sign at the Naval
I saw a sign at the Naval
intel
charles
realized
one
sign
said
other
naval
wing
like
ray
kid
blonde
air
officer
couldn’t
I lived on a farm with a
I lived on a farm with a
lot
written
things
burn
tools
letters
lived
realized
fire
found
barn
rough
farm
words
clay
glazed
I went to talk to this little
I went to talk to this little
pounced
kind
woods
buying
huge
and
bear
freighter
avalanche
ship
came
talked
thinking
courtyard
mountains
polar
I went to visit my sailboat and
I went to visit my sailboat and
barn
shed
broken
sad
growing
fungus
peeling
her
dirty
visit
doors
paint
stolen
boat
dripping
sailboat
I owned this beautiful piece of land
I owned this beautiful piece of land
cart
owned
make
everything
boat
packed
bags
land
checked
top
bag
built
he’d
shipwright
piece
brother's
I created a political party: the Deep
I created a political party: the Deep
intended
thing
political
fully
produce
book
plug
linear
hand
education
job
work
readiness
created
community
democracy
i am hanging with two friends, an
i am hanging with two friends, an
hanging
friend
white
strike
identity
kills
knife
tiger
blood
son
snow
mother
afraid
heal
mountains
him
I was visiting and old friend, a
I was visiting and old friend, a
hers
left
friend
laughed
sighed
small
friend's
covered
reached
socket
resignation
wrench
visiting
him
tool
wife
I visiting a cousin and his partner,
I visiting a cousin and his partner,
tickets
car
shipwright
concert
piece
hemorrhoidal
necrotic
highways
tissue
someone's
visiting
partner
homophobic
rage
fucking
threw
i was selling my 80 year old
i was selling my 80 year old
grease
plaster
gray
pile
year
ceiling
free
selling
1800s
mold
local
market
lung
partner
beige
hazard
dreamed i was playing with a big
dreamed i was playing with a big
playing
lying
door
happy
boots
mat
dog
floor
dreamed
big
mud
turned
In third world city during wild chaotic
In third world city during wild chaotic
large
hang
wild
chaotic
painted
cars
struggled
weapons
red
city
floor
threatened
cash
men
totally
world
Talking with two guys about my relationship
Talking with two guys about my relationship
sudden
supporting
guys
relationship
supportive
talking
and
patterns
decisions
one
i was in south american somewhere, maybe
i was in south american somewhere, maybe
car
road
spiritual
walk
stones
men
energies
walked
slowly
south
high
chapel
american
desert
bell
somewhere
street light i had dreams when i was very young always the
street light i had dreams when i was very young always the
watching
young
offers
desert
bright
sky
strip
lamp
lit
tussling
dreams
night
nights
abandoned
stars
mall
Max and Ellen, my friends and spiritual
Max and Ellen, my friends and spiritual
men
few
plates
found
max
water
spiritual
ellen
find
valve
reaching
earth
cover
iron
one
small
I Owned a house and discovered that
I Owned a house and discovered that
and
stairways
realized
sell
disheartened
thought
underbuilt
discovered
house
stronger
owned
rebuild
upper
staircases
I was moving and had packed everything
I was moving and had packed everything
phone
stolen
entrance
perfect
foyer
realized
stuck
facade
shop
ran
packed
large
glass
freaked
moving
ornate
I was in a house with many
I was in a house with many
fabrics
rich
work
art
can’t
girl
bed
room
very
partner
friend
rooms
this
colors
house
woman
I was in a large house. A
I was in a large house. A
house
carpeted
room
hiding
somehow
couch
suggested
attic
helper
floor
appeared
wound
large
finished
stored
living
I was in officer boot camp and
I was in officer boot camp and
collar
uniform
rank
card
wearing
identity
noticed
turned
officer
didn’t
civilian
chaplin
sergeant
bars
line
boot
I saw my old black lab walk
I saw my old black lab walk
mists
black
transform
lab
man
walk
Dream that I was in an airport
Dream that I was in an airport
hours
car
security
desert
airport
work
hinges
problems
floor
room
ancient
didn’t
built
plastic
amazing
stone
I was working on a doctorate, two
I was working on a doctorate, two
supposed
coming
doctorate
class
were
this
guys
done
dumb
you’re
prevent
out
needed
working
motorcycle
partner
Dreamed a woman/psychology training institute strangling/choking me
Dreamed a woman/psychology training institute strangling/choking me
psychology
choking
feeling
dreamed
woke
training
tightness
institute
woman
throat
strangling
There were huge steel drawbridges… They didn’t
There were huge steel drawbridges… They didn’t
large
down
lackey
huge
steel
didn’t
ship
wait
him
woman
car
they
traveling
friend
feel
drawbridges
I was a twin, or rather, I
I was a twin, or rather, I
taoism
twin
mastery
studying
rather
ascending
asked
work
together
escalator
process
study
death
continue
died
I was on an old traditional gaff
I was on an old traditional gaff
traditional
water
trapped
gaff
joinery
furious
isn’t
said
board
structural
yank
reached
nasty
tone
his
critical
Living on old rusted out ship that
Living on old rusted out ship that
went
ship
fjords
dinghy
grounded
rusted
rocks
fishing
living
I was walking and talking with a
I was walking and talking with a
doors
thought
box
raised
open
windows
government
apartment
work
process
son
son’s
filled
like
things
house
I was at a conference and I
I was at a conference and I
thought
why
conference
arrested
right
illegal
carrying
process
arny
wouldn’t
thirty
democracy
hookah
realized
obviously
bag
I dreamt that I was at a
I dreamt that I was at a
then
hallway
spend
left
day
maybe
cold
participants
him
working
hiking
conference
sort
mountain
dreamt
press
I was walking on a glacier. The
I was walking on a glacier. The
thing
step
instantly
began
it
knew
feet
melt
bit
entire
clear
pure
glacier
heat
ice
The morning before intense psychologist exams I
The morning before intense psychologist exams I
drawn
morning
intense
psychologist
port
townsend
dreamed
therapist
sessions
helping
world
reputation
garden
exams
work
practice
I was staying in my parents basement,
I was staying in my parents basement,
living
upstairs
harvard
parents
basement
left
school
room
wife
friend
brother
law
oldest
staying
kitchen
things
I was scuba diving with a friend.
I was scuba diving with a friend.
bone
scuba
bottom
fins
skulls
seal
rest
visible
diving
noticed
buried
vertebrae
side/arm
skeletons
friend
mud
A year after my mother died at
A year after my mother died at
room
hard
year
love
desk
working
wearing
you
thank
mother
dishes
floor
died
sweetheart
and
glass
A friend and I were talking with
A friend and I were talking with
pulling
open
sort
sutured
suggested
teresa
barely
sutures
connected
other
agreed
exposed
stomach
friend
together
muscles
A naval ship was anchored in a
A naval ship was anchored in a
realized
bay
building
struck
wave
fired
gunwales
anchored
rolling
naval
ship
huge
shock
broadsides
war
explosion
I worked out a deal to take
I worked out a deal to take
miles
stumbled
worked
free
aircraft
fall
deal
article
it’s
morning
later
feet
broken
spaceshipone
really
magazine
Dreamed that I was visiting an old
Dreamed that I was visiting an old
visiting
realized
fire
wasn’t
stove
turned
church
wood
found
spread
stack
water/baking
dreamed
logs
base
burning