Crabshells
Crabshells
hurried
throw
line
someone
workout
walked
crabshells
embarrassed
hadn’t
room
away
half
agreed
coil
morphed
locker
In a small maritime village seaport, my mentors
In a small maritime village seaport, my mentors
leave
seaport
things
machinery
village
filled
asked
maritime
small
mentors
water
traveling
yes
woman
houses
pilot
I’m back in the Navy. The ship
I’m back in the Navy. The ship
ship
found
locker
couldn’t
ship’s
new
find
movement
clothes
england
uniform
navy
towel
missed
snorkel
i’m
There’s a chef… banquets. Cooking a big
There’s a chef… banquets. Cooking a big
cooking
japanese
lama
fund
meal
banquets
raiser
chef
embassy
big
dalai
something
there’s
Back in the military and I got
Back in the military and I got
shoot
back
manuals
studying
prostrations
tibetan
scattering
couldn’t
chanting
wwii
fatiha
supposed
afraid
military
going
together
I was with a friend and we
I was with a friend and we
small
lot
wasn’t
anymore
sand
him
ed’s
high
school
river
beach
one
years
charles
friend
house
Back in the military with the squadron,
Back in the military with the squadron,
stripped
longer
sort
like
staying
back
left
they
great
complaining
squadron
military
everything
hotel
va-xx
we’re
Mom and I were going to have
Mom and I were going to have
mom
cream
ice
pint
it
center
poop
making
small
threw
balls
kind
congealed
desert
We had a process work first community
We had a process work first community
xxx’s
i’d
arny
and
disappointed
paint
hadn’t
work
afraid
understand
didn’t
done
process
community
anger
job
On a dock working with crusty old
On a dock working with crusty old
short
things
gates
snipping
night
dock
port
floats
seal
lions
shipwright
stainless
sharp
crusty
ends
working
I was looking through a magazine and
I was looking through a magazine and
fill
carbon
whisky
boiled
company
mash
building
barrel
makers
flamed
magazine
oak
buying
making
allowed
fermented
girlfriend was teaching me how to
girlfriend was teaching me how to
work
drove
charged
visualize
headlights
girlfriend
bull
barn
them
gate
wasn’t
huge
horses
signals
teaching
things
I was driving and noticed a helicopter
I was driving and noticed a helicopter
yacht
updated
black
trash
judge
things
oil
rig
then
helicopter
crew
noticed
bulldozer
skipper
i'm
boss
I was at a university and meeting
I was at a university and meeting
university
meeting
honest
snobby
bluff
faculty
applying
intelligence
phd
artificial
person
great
this
overgrown
students
wild
Wild wild dream. There was this huge
Wild wild dream. There was this huge
city
maps
locals
super
all
working
underground
billion
huge
tunnel
wild
work
bypass
planning
dollars
bar
Pulled over on the side of the
Pulled over on the side of the
pulled
command
hook
calling
they’d
oil
things
furious
kill
talked
clean
rigging
judge
watch
and
wound
I left a max seminar somewhere. I
I left a max seminar somewhere. I
couldn’t
xxx
painful
mentor
somewhere
girl
crying
he’s
seminar
that’s
hard
friend
left
she’s
her
max
Driving old beat up chevy Impala with
Driving old beat up chevy Impala with
apologized
broken
part
chevy
beat
cliff
die
fine
ankle
impala
thought
sprain
drove
missed
earlier
friend
“Authority” is a locomotive of a work
“Authority” is a locomotive of a work
til
work
process
support
locomotive
power
conflict
how
write
totally
notice
oriented—even
authority
pulling
practitioners
stability
In a cabin. Someone’s home. Pitch black.
In a cabin. Someone’s home. Pitch black.
cabin
someone’s
pitch
home
great
others
breakfast
turkey
black
storing
bag
roles
owner
something
tear
loose
I had this girl friend I was
I had this girl friend I was
powerboat
parents
fell
friend
dangerous
cable
water
hooked
married
wooden
her
boat
didn’t
walkway
waterfall
girl
On a tug boat. Short, stout, really
On a tug boat. Short, stout, really
wide
stout
boat
super
didn’t
neat
tug
stowed
skipper
short
on
clean
Graduating AOCS with Sgt xxx and everybody.
Graduating AOCS with Sgt xxx and everybody.
excited
didn’t
tasmanian
left
devil
initiated
picture
shot
xxx
graduating
guys
sgt
aocs
call
everybody
steve
I saw a sign at the Naval
I saw a sign at the Naval
one
like
wing
naval
intel
sign
charles
said
ray
other
officer
realized
couldn’t
blonde
air
kid
I lived on a farm with a
I lived on a farm with a
found
realized
tools
things
fire
rough
words
glazed
clay
burn
barn
letters
written
lived
lot
farm
I went to talk to this little
I went to talk to this little
avalanche
mountains
talked
huge
courtyard
and
came
freighter
ship
pounced
thinking
bear
polar
woods
buying
kind
I went to visit my sailboat and
I went to visit my sailboat and
fungus
dirty
sad
broken
growing
visit
dripping
boat
paint
doors
peeling
stolen
her
shed
sailboat
barn
I owned this beautiful piece of land
I owned this beautiful piece of land
boat
built
top
packed
make
checked
he’d
bag
owned
everything
bags
shipwright
brother's
piece
land
cart
I created a political party: the Deep
I created a political party: the Deep
linear
plug
education
book
fully
democracy
political
thing
intended
readiness
job
community
work
produce
hand
created
i am hanging with two friends, an
i am hanging with two friends, an
mother
white
snow
him
kills
identity
tiger
afraid
son
heal
strike
knife
hanging
friend
mountains
blood
I was visiting and old friend, a
I was visiting and old friend, a
reached
hers
sighed
visiting
laughed
resignation
wrench
friend
small
friend's
him
covered
tool
wife
left
socket
I visiting a cousin and his partner,
I visiting a cousin and his partner,
hemorrhoidal
car
homophobic
highways
tickets
piece
visiting
fucking
necrotic
rage
concert
threw
someone's
shipwright
partner
tissue
i was selling my 80 year old
i was selling my 80 year old
grease
local
hazard
beige
selling
mold
year
1800s
market
free
ceiling
gray
pile
partner
plaster
lung
dreamed i was playing with a big
dreamed i was playing with a big
playing
boots
mud
floor
dog
big
turned
door
lying
mat
dreamed
happy
In third world city during wild chaotic
In third world city during wild chaotic
cash
totally
cars
threatened
world
hang
wild
chaotic
painted
weapons
men
red
city
struggled
large
floor
Talking with two guys about my relationship
Talking with two guys about my relationship
one
talking
guys
relationship
sudden
and
supportive
decisions
supporting
patterns
i was in south american somewhere, maybe
i was in south american somewhere, maybe
somewhere
slowly
bell
high
spiritual
men
energies
stones
road
walked
car
chapel
walk
american
south
desert
street light i had dreams when i was very young always the
street light i had dreams when i was very young always the
nights
desert
young
lamp
abandoned
watching
offers
strip
dreams
stars
lit
night
sky
tussling
bright
mall
Max and Ellen, my friends and spiritual
Max and Ellen, my friends and spiritual
water
iron
find
one
few
men
reaching
max
earth
small
valve
found
ellen
cover
spiritual
plates
I Owned a house and discovered that
I Owned a house and discovered that
realized
owned
staircases
underbuilt
thought
stronger
upper
sell
stairways
rebuild
and
house
discovered
disheartened
I was moving and had packed everything
I was moving and had packed everything
ran
entrance
freaked
stolen
packed
foyer
shop
perfect
realized
large
glass
phone
facade
stuck
moving
ornate
I was in a house with many
I was in a house with many
bed
this
partner
rich
very
girl
fabrics
rooms
room
art
friend
work
woman
colors
can’t
house
I was in a large house. A
I was in a large house. A
large
couch
room
stored
finished
living
attic
suggested
house
hiding
wound
floor
somehow
carpeted
appeared
helper
I was in officer boot camp and
I was in officer boot camp and
rank
collar
officer
wearing
boot
chaplin
line
card
sergeant
uniform
noticed
turned
didn’t
civilian
bars
identity
I saw my old black lab walk
I saw my old black lab walk
lab
black
man
mists
transform
walk
Dream that I was in an airport
Dream that I was in an airport
hinges
work
hours
room
airport
car
didn’t
amazing
floor
built
security
ancient
plastic
desert
problems
stone
I was working on a doctorate, two
I was working on a doctorate, two
doctorate
this
working
partner
prevent
you’re
coming
were
motorcycle
out
supposed
class
needed
done
dumb
guys
Dreamed a woman/psychology training institute strangling/choking me
Dreamed a woman/psychology training institute strangling/choking me
strangling
training
throat
tightness
choking
dreamed
woke
woman
psychology
feeling
institute
There were huge steel drawbridges… They didn’t
There were huge steel drawbridges… They didn’t
steel
feel
him
ship
car
didn’t
huge
lackey
wait
they
traveling
woman
large
friend
drawbridges
down
I was a twin, or rather, I
I was a twin, or rather, I
asked
died
escalator
death
rather
twin
studying
work
study
ascending
continue
together
process
taoism
mastery
I was on an old traditional gaff
I was on an old traditional gaff
trapped
nasty
water
reached
structural
his
isn’t
said
tone
furious
joinery
critical
gaff
traditional
board
yank
Living on old rusted out ship that
Living on old rusted out ship that
dinghy
rusted
fjords
grounded
fishing
living
ship
rocks
went
I was walking and talking with a
I was walking and talking with a
son’s
work
doors
like
open
box
things
thought
raised
son
house
process
apartment
filled
government
windows
I was at a conference and I
I was at a conference and I
realized
why
arrested
bag
arny
conference
carrying
right
democracy
wouldn’t
illegal
hookah
obviously
process
thirty
thought
I dreamt that I was at a
I dreamt that I was at a
then
participants
maybe
working
cold
hallway
hiking
left
press
mountain
him
dreamt
spend
conference
day
sort
I was walking on a glacier. The
I was walking on a glacier. The
clear
glacier
instantly
it
entire
ice
began
bit
step
thing
pure
knew
melt
heat
feet
The morning before intense psychologist exams I
The morning before intense psychologist exams I
garden
practice
drawn
work
therapist
reputation
intense
townsend
dreamed
world
exams
helping
port
morning
psychologist
sessions
I was staying in my parents basement,
I was staying in my parents basement,
staying
brother
friend
school
law
harvard
kitchen
wife
basement
things
room
left
parents
upstairs
living
oldest
I was scuba diving with a friend.
I was scuba diving with a friend.
bone
fins
side/arm
buried
vertebrae
visible
bottom
friend
mud
skulls
rest
seal
scuba
noticed
diving
skeletons
A year after my mother died at
A year after my mother died at
you
desk
sweetheart
wearing
love
hard
mother
floor
thank
working
room
glass
died
year
dishes
and
A friend and I were talking with
A friend and I were talking with
muscles
agreed
other
barely
pulling
exposed
friend
teresa
connected
sutures
sutured
sort
together
suggested
stomach
open
A naval ship was anchored in a
A naval ship was anchored in a
wave
realized
shock
ship
naval
struck
explosion
anchored
bay
gunwales
building
huge
fired
broadsides
rolling
war
I worked out a deal to take
I worked out a deal to take
article
fall
worked
it’s
really
morning
feet
stumbled
deal
broken
magazine
spaceshipone
later
miles
free
aircraft
Dreamed that I was visiting an old
Dreamed that I was visiting an old
fire
realized
turned
stove
water/baking
burning
church
stack
dreamed
wood
wasn’t
logs
found
visiting
spread
base