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Religious Elitism. cold nuns.

12.28.11 sunny. Spring. Yellow sunshine light. Big trees. Walking through a female monastery. The nuns didn't show a denomination but they were for the light.
They wore white mostly with yellow shawls over there heads or baby blue.
They all looked the same as if they came from the same origins. There
Was something very culty and elitist about them. I was walking on these skinny paths through the buildings. This wasn't a long vision by any means. Fleeting but emotional nonetheless. I had my hands in prayer and I was wearing flowy white with my head covered by a shawl like they wore. I wanted them to recognize me. To validate my golden rays of love. They were on a very different level. They felt cold to me. Selfish and secular. Anyone that wasn't of the order wasn't as holy or connected as they were. I was just smiling. Repeating namaste in my head as I looked into each nuns eyes. I was really watching their energy and their response to me. I felt like I couldn't win. I could never prove that I was one of them carrying the light and love of god.
Why was or is it so important that my light and love be validated by human souls who believe they are the chosen ones?

I haven't been thinking about the spiritual shadow or the hierarchical nonsense of religious institutions. But I suppose you don't have to think about it because the structures are dissolving right now that seperate spirit from itself. The wars continue in the name of gods and belief systems.

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