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Preparing medicine with Grandmother

7/8/11
In the temple. In the jungle. Seated in between 2 grandmothers. The medicine already inside of me. There are others laying, resting beyond us. In between our semicircle we are off to the side of the people , moving our bodies swaying in circles, holding each other, praying, undulating, oscillating. I am crying tears of love, joy, coming back, coming back home. The medicine is between us all strewn out as various herbs for the ayahuasca brew. We are stirring it around on the wood floor exuberantly as a witch stirs her proverbial cauldron. I remember seeing herbs I use often. Nettles and rose. There is a huge pile between us now as if our motions were making the collection of leaves grow, making everything multiply, exponential. We are swimming in it with our hands and scooping piles of leaves up in a symbolic, exaggerated, passionate manner and putting it into a large pot.

The grandmother on my left I have seen a picture of her and felt a sacred connection to her wisdom and love. Maestra Rosa. We are preparing the medicine for everyone.

Our prayers are igniting sealed portals and burning everything that isn't good. Within and without. Through eternity.

I am crying angel love tears as well as thinking in disbelief because they chose me to do this sacred preparation with them. Thoughts of unworthiness spring into my head.

Why would I be preparing this sacred gift for those who are further along than I , for those who have traveled far with these grandmothers? Seated and still swaying out from our center in all directions, Rosa is holding onto my shoulders, showing me that with the love I am free from these limiting beliefs. Oscillating, reverberating in circles. She reminds me with no words Love is all there is. Nothing stands a chance to it's light. To the power. To the Ultimate UNITY.

I LOVE

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