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On the Train...Military Missiles...Death...

4/25/2011
Periodically I am on this train. It's a party train. This time it was mostly an open air train and at the same time I was cruising around a festival on foot. Dancing with all the girly gypsies and checking out the cute boys. I knew my stop was soon. In the dream I was to stop in S.F but the terrain was high elevation. It felt more like the North. There was a big mountain with a city underneath it. Lots of white mist and snow on the mountain. This town was San Juan Carlos. Pretty funny because I have a good friend named Juan Carlos and the San Juan Islands are up North in Washington. At one point I am traveling back from the "festival" to my seat to gather up my belongings. I see a group of men with big ass guns. They are pointing them at this curly haired Israeli looking man. I get the story from a man offstage right. He is telling me all about the Illegal arms dealing this man does and how everyone is pissed at him and wants him dead. It's very elaborate what he tells me and I don't carry it back from the dream space. The U.S and other governments wants this guy dead. He happens to be on the same train as me :( They are ready to blow his brains out on the train. I want to get out of range so I go to the back of this train car and sit next to this other man but I am peering over the seat wanting to see but also not. Then the train is open air again (no ceiling) I see many U.S military planes overhead, helicopters and missiles cruising through the air pointed at the train.
I start holding this guy next to me. I say to myself "THIS IS FUCKING IT! I am going to die by missile" I squeeze him anticipating the blast. It doesn't happen...

Scenes float and shift. I missed my stop. I gather my things which were strewn about but in close proximity to each other. I can take the next stop and backtrack later. I find this ice chest with a strap. I look inside and at first I just see blue ice packs. Then I look closer and there are lavender colored balloons filled with something. I think to myself "awesome someone left their smuggled drugs!" I figure that I could sell the drugs and make some traveling money. As I look more and more I can see through the bags and it looks like frozen peas (the seed kind for the garden). I Look closer and their frozen samples of grapes! There is an interesting long skinny beaker in there as well and some other unknowns (yeast cultures). I get the story that this Vintner left his stuff here on accident. I took it with me as a score.

I get off in San Juan Carlos :) I need some sort of ticket. No one is helping me. The train staff at the stop are all dumb and fumbling around. This is adding travel anxiety for me because I need to get HOME. Something on these trips always fouls me up when I am trying to get somewhere. Someone ends up writing out a transfer ticket for the bus ride to S.F...
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It's dark. I am on the outskirts of town. There is a great sense of urgency.
I am riding a bike with a guy on the back holding on to me.
He is in trouble. He is sick. I don't really know what the deal is but he's losing consciousness fast. I am riding as fast as I can. I didn't make the turn I needed to and we are headed for a dead end. A limited access checkpoint with guards and electric fences. It has the feeling of the twilight zone and the UC Davis primate center property as it's roughly this road in the dream. I am really stressed and struggling for help. There is a woman there who greets us and is trying to tell me where to go. It is starting to rain. The man falls off the back of my bike as we stopped to turn around. He hits his solar plexus area on the ground and begins to vomit . He is vomiting profusely. It reminds me now of the Stand or that this guy has some weird ghastly accelerating disease that is making him sick and we need to go get the cure or something. Scene floats and shifts and I am in a house with this man. I am making sure he is in a downward position over a bed so if he barfs he wont choke. He somewhat turns into my dog. He is almost dead. I am sad. I manually start palpating his chest and he starts breathing more and more. He is on the edge but I think he is going to make it. I thought when I woke that he had done this too himself with alcohol but no I am not so sure it matters what the cause was.

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Last night I slept by a man I don't know very well. At first his spirit was making me dream of wild grass, and scenes of a bonfire lit nigh time scene of a grass field. Then I dreamt that he came to my house with all of this stuff! He left it at my house on purpose so he would have a reason to come back. I was pissed because stuff was strewn all over my place. I lived in a very different house and town than I do now. It felt like the future somehow. The things he left were old artifacts like boxes of cassette tapes and DragonballZ Pogs? WTF? Piles of clothes and blankets. There was something very cool that he left that I wanted to keep. It was a giant sleeping den that folded out from a few pillows. It was about as big as a truck camper shell but filled with natural fabric covered pillows and lots of cozy blankets. It had a thin "ceiling" of a sheet and a deep bottom to it. A convertible sleep fort/den.

At this house outside, across the street, was a new age woman's circle. I could hear drums and rattles. I saw a lot of feathers, leather, skin, and raised arms. I thought I wanted to join them but I just watched for a little bit. I was too busy dealing with this guy's shit in my house. I also thought they were a bit weird and fanatical for my taste.

This dream really reminds me of a past bf experience.
The past coming back to tell my future self not to take on anyone's stuff but to keep my own head and heart focused on the bigger picture...To keep my house my own, clean and clutter free :)

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