loading
daesha_vu
172
99
starlight
245779
dream
13 years ago
entries
she
asleep
he
woman
man
piano
felt
tiny
they
money
people
energy
magic
egg
festival
it
1706
Long night where do I begin?

4-16-11

(Transgender sex, pianos, my future love, a magic fable, woman birthing herself, special Royal egg, carrying a tiny toddler in my pocket, on the mesa in Taos...)

I guess I will begin with what I remember :)

Meeting a beautiful, small, older, hippie lady. I tell her that I like her.
She says I don't really know who she is. That she isn't what she seems.
Right.
She turns into a blond woman with a super sculpted body. No breasts and a dick.
She's trans. I love it.
We have sex. I think to myself "The best of both worlds. The sensibility of a woman but the prowess of a man"
------------------

I am meeting my "man" again. I feel like he is my future partner. It has been really heavy this past month and the frequency of my nocturnal meetings with this stranger are accelerating. Each dream unveils a new layer of his personality to where I am meeting different manifestations of the same thing: the man who is going to be in my life again. With the dream above I am beginning to wonder if it is all just a unification within myself that is happening and that a person isn't there for me, or as the unification of masculine and feminine within me is more pronounced and actualized it will manifest on this plane as a partner coming into my life? yabyummmy! Hmmm? We'll see I guess :)

This dream of him was more real than the previous ones in the sense that I felt his energy body. I was pretty blown away by this as I knew it was "real". It slammed my consciousness in the dream world. Reverberated truth a millionfold. He hugged me as I was leaving his house and there was no barrier between our skins. I felt him so clearly and I felt Spirit so loudly. They were both telling me that it was OK. He was with me, it wouldn't be long, and it's real. I felt tremendous love and golden energy dancing through our bellies and hearts. It was a really cool ripple/tear in the veil. I was dreaming sure but so much else was going on. Like when you are with a friend and they give you a look that no one else knows but you, all the while something else is going on on the surface.

He is a musician. We were sitting at a piano table. It was made for two people to play the piano at once and to watch each other play. Reminded me of dueling pianos:) Essentially there is no wood encasement but just a long key bed on each side and the players sit facing each other. The piano was extra long and the keys would shape shift from being normal piano keys, to old school , chunky typing PC keyboard keys, to super skinny keys that were 1/2 the width of a pencil. He was the maestro in a sense. I was following his lead and doing a good job until I got this inspiration and took the song and then it fell...He didn't seem to notice or care. I was very embarrassed and ashamed. I told him I messed up bad. He wanted to talk it through and for me to show him all the steps; where i was with him, where i got my inspiring wind, where i was alone in the song, and where it fell...He left the room at one point and I remember playing and singing this song about not being able to stay or go but knowing I needed to do something! I was in some sort of beautiful limbo within myself...We weren't alone in the house or alone in making music. There were spirits there of our same gender watching us, encouraging us, blowing on us softly, pink amber light, watching with wonder and maybe a little bit of amusement. They were very pure, curious, and more evolved.
----------

3 Reoccurring dreams this week telling me to play the piano. (I am a musician, unskilled with the piano, but I play synths and use a piano keyboard more for midi controlling rather than playing structured songs.)

-----------------

The magic fable was very long and detailed. I won't write a book here :) It felt very inspired from watching the new movie INSIDIOUS that night. I thought it would bring scary inspiration to my dreams but I think I am beyond that level of fear in the dream time. I call it a fairytale fable because it felt like I was in one!

I work for this man (a cook again!) who has an RV that resembles a carnival game stall. This one has a kitchen in it and he sets up a huge grill that brings everyone in. He sets me to the task of cutting off these long husks off these patty pan squashes. At first it looked like we had a 100 lbs but now after I "dehusk" them there is just a small box. I am perplexed at how we are going to feed a festival of people. His real magic was in his spice! His dry rubbed steaks would bring people in. Intoxicated by the smell they would come and buy his meat. We were raking in the dough. Then this little boy, a piper, came through the window and stole our cash box! He squeezed back out of the tiny RV window and I did the same. Chased him all over the festival/carnival and caught him. He had tons of money on him. More than what he had stolen from us. I took it all. He was a little boy. Mischievous but scared still. He probably cried. The big, cold, Russian guy I worked for was pleased that I got the money back and more than what we had. The problem was the money was an evil witches'. I had took what belonged to her. She was coming for me to take her money and more. I wasn't scared. I saw her in my minds eye. She was like a cardboard cutout in a sense, fake. This was just a story and I knew it. She sent two lesser witches for me. They just looked like normal looking teenage girls. Nothing scary about that. They didn't have powers or anything cool either. Apparently she didn't either but she wanted her money back. Completely reminiscent of the evil leprechaun wanting his gold coins back...I remember getting tired with the dream and hearing in my mind the looming taunts of the so called witch wanting her damn money that I ended up giving her the money. I didn't give it all to her. Most of it. She really didn't know how much was there anyway because that kid had been stealing from a lot of people that day...

------------------------------------

Another festival/ spring party going on. A tiny woman is under a bunch of yellow sheets on a bed in a big open airy room with tile floors. Lots of natural light. Lots of people moving out and around outside, on the grass, and through the gates, gardens, and houses. She is giving birth to herself, painlessly, effortlessly. Magic. She pops out this egg that is royal blue, royal purple, with gold triangles/diamonds all over it. The egg looks like the top of a Russian church? Or a Faberge egg. Another inference to Russia in the dream. The egg isn't fragile it seems like it would open. She get's up off the bed and has this energy of being very pleased with herself and ready to move on and go outside. She is tiny in her energy that she doesn't even manifest to a normal size for a human form in the dream. She is woman but has a faerie quality about her...

Same farmy, community festival environment as above. A friend's 2 year old is fussy fussy but when I come around he falls asleep in my energy field. Fast asleep so asleep that I put him in my long cargo short pocket and walk around the festival with him curled inside there; asleep like a little fetus or a little squirrel. I am quite proud of this feat. I go around pointing to my pocket saying " I got a two year old in here"! It's very weird imagery that makes me uncomfortable but in the dream the subtext was that he was safe with me and at peace.

---------------
Visiting the mesa in Taos, NM. Spring winds. I am with my pregnant friend. I give her a shirt and a jacket to wear to protect her from the winds/cold. I am checking out some new adobe houses that people have done since I have been away. Missing Taos and the high desert. My two New Mexico connections call me today after this dream image. She is calling me back :)

money
dream dictionaries
piano
dream dictionaries
people
dream dictionaries
energy
dream dictionaries
woman
dream dictionaries
festival
dream dictionaries
egg
dream dictionaries
magic
dream dictionaries
man
dream dictionaries
theta b3.0
random dream...
Join now!