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Mushroom Man

Sunday morning. Sleeping at my friends house. I had just arrived in Santa Cruz, leaving my old life behind and stepping into a new scene...

I dreamt that the house I had left had a secret. SHHHHH.
I never knew!
I never knew that a man was there cultivating mushrooms on all the walkway areas.
He had removed the cement
He built arches over the main pathways around the house.
There were mushrooms even growing on the roof of the arches.
More surface area.
He was mad about mushrooms.
It was his life. His main purpose.
The array was stunning but they were all big and various shades of whites and cream fleshy colors. They were living creatures but they were edible (as edible things tend to be :)
It was very magical.
How could I have never known there were mushrooms growing like crazy in my own backyard????? How is that something one can miss???

---------------------This house is my grandmothers house. I grew up in it. I also moved back when i was 25 to take care of my grandfather and to go back to school.

I came when i was 25. I left when I was 28 going into my saturn return. I left the world that i created for those 3 years I was "back"... The bonds I had built with my caregiving clients...my calendar. my duties. my daily lists of things to accomplish...98 % of my material possessions... my friends, my kitty, Sean ....I am only 2.5 hours south but I feel a billion miles away.

I feel disconnected in a sense, from the familiarity of 3 years. And from this new person I haven't become yet. WOOSH. It's done. In a new place. Facing myself with a deeper laser beam. Cutting away. Revisiting. Seeing with fresh eyes where I am without my sense of place that I was embedded in.

Spirit holds me as always. Source is the only thing I know with certainty. That is my ground. I feel shaky in my psyche. Adjusting... Feeling out what I am supposed to be doing. Redirecting my energies in a bigger deeper way.

Making new mycelial symbiotic connections.
Fruiting from the ground into the sun.

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