Few nights ago...
I am on a show. Being viewed. I have a live audience. Performance
So like dancing with the stars.
Have a long gold glittery gown but my whole vision is gold shiny glittery
Sparkly. Gold dust .
The star I am dancing with is Sacha Baron Cohen . Borat! Ali G...
He is really tall. Grounded. Safe. Funny.
We are dancing couple style like country. Formal in a way but lots of spinning and hand holding. And twists and turns.
I'm exuberant. Smiley. Joyfull. Kinda blissy really.
What was the key feature that I was also telling jokes while I danced.
It was like they were broadcasted out somehow as I told him. Rationally like a microphone on me. I could feel eyes and thoughts on me. A performance for sure. A show to gain approval.
I was really funny and original and free. It felt so awesome for someone rather comical to laugh at my humor. I felt like he was giving me a highhhhh 5 :)
He was impressed. What an ego boost and a sense of validation!
I could feel approval from more than just him.
I was winning .