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Many mouths to feed ...

My boyfriend had 4 or 5 kids.
Different mothers.
Was his day apparently for them to visit. I am watching them all
Come up to our apartment. From the kitchen.
Inside barefoot in a long dress I had a long time ago.
The house becomes filled with kids and adults. A birthday party spilling into our house.
I am supposed to make dinner for 60 or so people.
My bf didn't tell me this.
No one knows who I am. Nor was I introduced.
I was watching him interact with all his different mothers of his children.
I was suspicious but calm and loving.
We had all kinds of good food to make. So I was making it.
There was a tall child of 5 cooking on the stove with me. Her dad didn't want her at the stove. I insisted that she was old enough and I was right there.
He made us use the microwave. I didn't argue although I felt restricted and it was ridiculous. She was just low heat sauteing I muttered.
I was very calm and centered but barefoot in the kitchen taking responsibility for feeding all these people I didn't even know or know I had to feed them.
I was really outside myself though watching my thoughts and feelings go by.
I felt a sense of wifely duty to a man who had affairs with woman after woman
Creating children that he himself didn't feel responsible to feed.

Hmmmmm....

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