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Sea of Dreams; Ordovician Memories

Reflecting on my oceanic memories as the Moon sits almost full in Virgo :)
As Neptune, Venus, and the Moon dance in and out of each others light songs.

**********448 million years ago. Ordovician Period************
I never knew what these memories were saying.
Why I stayed in the ocean for years of my childhood.
Maybe I couldn't leave hOMe? Maybe we can never?
Until we do...

Within the dreams of watching these sea beings (pictured down below ;) I would see myself and I wasn't them.

I was aquatic and of the sky. Flying fish creature. My legs were long . Thin like grasshopper. I found myself flying out of the water at incredible speeds and shooting into the sky.

There were silverish-aqua thin metal structures for thousands of feet into the air. These were our perches as well as our homes. We didn't live in the water. We didn't sleep in the water. We slept high in the sky and dreamt of the future. Of not being wet anymore. Of speaking a new tongue. Of waiting. We were in limbo. We were the animals.

There were spirit beings who were invisible. We felt them though. We didn't communicate with them. They spoke to us. They guided our daily activities and the work we did for them. We captured food for them. We generated power for them. We never really knew what we were doing in the greater scheme. We were obedient. They were good to us but far more advanced. We were their pets. But free. Subservient without harm or disrespect. We just did what we did. Some of us (my "species" ) had knowledge. But those beings too were unseen. They were of fish and spirit. Married to the beings we worked for.

we could walk on water. we could manifest structures by thought. but we couldn't grow anymore. we were at our capacity of development and it was time to move on.
we changed into many creatures that have remained.

I miss the peace. The freedom. The flying. The work i did , but I was alone. I remember feeling completely individual. connected to Panthalassa and the guides working with us but i remember no family. There weren't many of my kind. But there were many, many groups of non-water dwelling and sleeping creatures who also, ONLY had a few of their kind within their image.

I had emotions. I could feel everything. My skin was wet. slippery. squishy. my thoughts were fast. my speech was screeches, clicks, wails, and water. the ocean was calm mostly. storms came not from the sky but from the ground of the sea. She was very clear aquamarine but opaque-clouded with whitestorms. Not the blue ocean of today with dark storms.

~At some point I stopped dreaming of these different (Ordovician) creatures as well as stopped seeing myself and being in my flying-fish-creaturesuit. Instead I went to being with dolphins , then to orcas. Then to nothing. Just the vast sea. Alone. Incapable of drowning and able to move at the blink of an eye to any space within her vastness. It was my heaven. I was held. Nourished from the center of my being. But i had to go. I was compelled to not stay here. But I came back for years, in the night, just to be with her. Held within the womb of mother. VOID of BLISS...

At some point this changed.
The oceanus state was my training ground.
A mirror bringing me understanding of my emotional tides.
Where I was within.
Alone. Safe. VOID OF BLISS

For years I have been going to hungry places of cliff and sea. The color is always the aquaturquoise of tropical waters. inviting. familiar to my very essence. But I couldn't go in. In fact I had to get away fast because the land was being devoured. It wasn't safe. It was too powerful for me. But I always come back. I visit this place not as frequent. but from Time to time. I feel her power pulling me in. If you do get too close you are gone. You will die. Maybe I should try???? (Perhaps that would bring a whole n'other level of the video game ;) I am compelled and instructed on many levels to be cautious. To survive. To be smart. To be with her when she isn't so! hungry! ;) To wait. Wait her fury out. Like the temper tantrum of a child.

And then Grandfather Tsunami.....
.... Compared to the above travels he is a rather recent dream communion (last 8 years) but just as familiar to me as everything "else". I feel this power as the counterbalance to the hungry feminine ocean that is very uncaring. She will take anything. Grandfather I dream of, he cares. He brings delight. Joy. Power and secrets. Lessons. Training. Release of fear. Surrender. Exponentiation. Heightening. Amplifying. Neptunian Spiritual Direction and Vision. Affirmation of my state of being.

That white storm in the ocean of turquoise clarity. Clouded by excess white lightening and then it settles...

~~~

I can only anticipate what the future holds for the development and change of my oceanic travels.

But I wont.

I will flow. Surrender. And know. As always

safe within the womb. the void of bliss ~*~

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