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Astral Tests: Bravery and Lucidity

1.20.2012 Its almost dark. But its bluegray outside and everywhere.
I am in a large body of water. I see no land in front of me. It is oceanic in vastness bust I know its not the sea. Its a swamp. A river with an unusual current system. It is filled with alligators. As I realize this I am thinking . Oh shit . I manifest a few trees sprouting out of the water leafless and as thick as my wrists.
A few rotten tree stumps too. I stand on them trying to get onto higher ground.
I'm rather amused at my feeble attempts to get out of this situation.
I slunk into the water and began to feel. Began to get present. To ground my energy in the environment. Instantly I was at ease. In awe. And awake. I started calling alligator. When I turned around and floated on my back there was a large mountainous island. I was swimming away fast mimiking lizard/alligator.
I started crusing through the water fast. I felt like I could meld into the place and belong and the alligators would accept me as one of them.
As I am cruisng through the water I see a large alligator surface and following me through the water in a very exaggerated zigzagg motion/dance.
The sun is rising. Its getting lighter. At my left coming out of the water is a metal staircase (spiral and wide) I'm relieved to get out of the water. He felt defeated. He really wanted me. I walked up the staircase and it turns into a social room complete with a bar. (Like a clubhouse on stilts above this large sparse river)
Everyone was like " oh hey you made it" I was annoyed because they hadn't been where I was. They were like watching from a vantage eating snacks and drinking. Like I was a spectator sport and they were in the box seats partying.
I went to the bar and poured myself a shot of whiskey. I felt like I deserved it and I was celebrating the test. I walked out through this room into another scene.

Instead of fear I chose to be awake! To remember that nothing could harm me.
Due to my bravery I was able to mimic the speed and focus of my ally.
I could hang in its environment awake and in awe. I could manifest the security I needed but only after surrendering to the unknown, to the danger, to the death or dismemberment of my ego. I have always swam with these beings but my relationship with them and within their environments is always changing and bringing me even closer to them and myself. I have let them eat me and "attack " me but it brought no pain or even blood. Still what remains is my awareness of their raw hunger and power. There is this idea that if you are within sight they will attack you. Even more so than sharks but is this true? Not in my dreams...

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