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Demons and Fairies-Sleep Paralysis and Astral Travel

Jul, 8 2015

It started with me serving at the restaurant. It was dark in there, lit very lightly in an orange hue. It was definitely strange, feeling. All the customers were looking at me. I had to bring one customers spaghetti. I grabbed it in my left hand. As I walked over my left hand kept giving out. the bowl would wobble back and forth. Right before I got to the table the bowl completely flipped upside-down and dropped all the sauce part of it with a little bit of noodle. I got to the table and apologized and said I would have another one in a minute. I ran back to the kitchen but only my way was overtaken by hunger, and grabbed the spilled spaghetti and ate it, my table called me back and I felt ashamed with the food in my mouth. (I would obviously never do that). I grabbed the sauce from the kitchen and then gave it to them. Then I was at the bar and Cody was showing me how every glass he tossed up in the air, would land perfectly on any surface without breaking. I was amazed.

I was getting ready for bed, it seemed as though it was tough times and me and my family all got together. We had a giant bed and my sister slept at my feet and my brother slept on the left side. A puppy came up to the bed. It looked sad like it wanted to be on the bed but was not allowed, in a way I could hear it saying this telepathically. I told him to come on up. And he laid beside me on my right. Suddenly my sister left kind of mad. My brother, who was actually 6 when right now he is 18, also got off the bed very very mad and started to swear and hit things.

Waking up in my real bedroom I had a terrible sleep paralysis. I couldn't move and above me were 2 skinny, lanky bodies with just shorts on, they were very pale with just mouths, sharp teeth and tongues for a head. They were flailing their skinny arms towards me making zombie noises. I was so scared. I closed my eyes thinking it would go away but it didn't. I opened them again and stuck my arms out trying to blast light at them but I was so weak nothing happened. One of them softy grabbed my left wrist and hand. It felt very uncomfortable and creepy in away, but then again, I'm not the type to like anyone to touch me unless they are my partner, let alone a demon. Then it started violently slashing my wrist, it hurt so bad. I screamed and told it to F#@K OFF!. They turned around and disappeared after that.

I woke up and immediately saw my partner there beside him and said his name in a panic. I was very scared, and too scared to go back to sleep. Realizing that he couldn't help me, I decided to do my protection meditation. First by relaxing the body of all tense muscles. My head was tense, and my neck, as it has been that way lately. I relaxed them through visuals, by imagining bad spirits lifting off my neck (with teeth) and knives being pulled out of my head. After being relaxed, I filled the empty wounds with golden light that came from my heart. The kind that makes you feel warm and loved and perfect. It worked very well, I regained all my energy. I began to spread the golden light throughout the bed, then room, then house, city, earth, universe. Then I fell back asleep.

I got the opportunity to astral project, the first couple of times woke me up, but on my 3rd try I was by the sea. I was in a boat, one that was like the barges that bring cars across inlets. It was dark at first, then I could see the sunset. It was very orange and very close to the earth. The boat was getting closer and closer, I never felt so happy and alive. We appeared to be approaching a town, but the boat went right past it as the village dissolved into a hologram. Little golden lights streamed above the ocean on the left side. The Sun too, was now on my left side while the right side being very dark. I wandered what these little lights were, I zoomed in on one that reared off to the middle and saw that it was a fairy. Delighted and enchanted, I told some to go to the right. So they did. I felt so powerful and energized. The energy was coursing to my fingertips, they were warm and felt like they were going to explode, I knew I could do something magical. I suddenly said I am going to make my own fairy with this power I have. I motioned my hands off the side of the boat and out of them came a little black orb. It started to form into a fairy like the one in Pan's Labyrinth, I saw part of its corpse- like wing. Then I panicked as it started to fall towards the water. I decided to make it into my old imaginary friend from when I was younger. A raccoon with blue clothing like sly-cooper. It turned into him and then turned into a stuff animal. I told it that it's job was to protect me and help me do magic. As that happened the boat started to go through a library. There my co-worker Ivy stood, she asked me if I was coming to my shift because she didn't want to do a double. I told her of course I am. Then the boat was going towards a wall, I sensed this wall would lead to a dark realm. I tossed my stuffed animal to the side of the library and leaped out and woke up. I apologized to the stuffed animal, fairy or whatever it was I made.

Conclusions

1) Robert Moss, a well known lucid dream writer said that nightmares are the result of our inner selves warning us that our body is not doing so well. The beginning of my dream may have pointed this out as I was not able to hold on to the plate. The demon did grab my arm softly at first, but my fear must have allowed it to hurt me. Many believe that during sleep paralysis, the things we see are not spirits but our own projections that are only in our minds. My belief is that this is partially true. I know their are entities that can shape shift forms, that are influenced by our minds. Any weakness makes us targets for these entities that cling to whatever negative energies we are feeling.

2) I ate in my dream again, could this have lead to my bad experience? I must do more research and see if any other cultures believe it is bad to eat in dreams (like the shaman here in BC believed).

3) As I left my projection I woke up to a dozen crows freaking out on the tree beside the window. They did this for some time. I saw the sun through the smoke flume of Vancouver. It looked like an orange planet (similar to my dream, it was also 6:10am) The crows would not shut up, then I saw a raccoon in the tree. The crows were squawking at it. I thought maybe I should scare the raccoon off, for it might be after the crows eggs. But as I watched it, I noticed it was only picking cherries off the tree. I was reminded of my imaginary friend raccoon and that I made him into my fairy. What a coincidence I thought. Life is strange though, I know that there is deeper connections out there than one is lead to believe, and this could be proof.

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